MY INNOCENT ASSASSIN
CHAPTER 5: MY FEELINGS OUR NOW DEVELOPING
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"if I'll say "you're my galaxy" would you always be my star?"- redrix
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I look at the sky and seeing how beautiful it was, I stop walking and feel the breeze of the wind on my body, I somehow felt relax and didn’t miss the feeling like someone is watching you,
pasimple ko naman ginala ang mga Mata ko hanggang sa dumapo ang dalawang pares Ng matang kanina pa nag mamasid, it was... Redrix and he’s looking at me like I somewhat a beautiful woman ' or maybe I was assuming?' ,
I don’t know why I felt being happy when i saw him, yes one week nung may nangyareng dukutan samin, at sa one week nayon lagi niya Kong kinukulit, at Ewan ko ba sa kanya Kung Baliw na Siya o Hindi o Baka naman Baliw.
Baliw sakin Bulong ko sa sarili ko. w-wait ww-what? The f**k? I just what the heck? nabalik naman ako sa realidad na humahakbang Siya papunta sakin ket gustuhin ko mang umalis pero parang may pumipigil sakin , at tila ba akoy nahihinoptismo sa mga titig niya, ’ ganda Lang yarn chour,
minuto din bago ako umiwas Ng tingin sa kaniya,
“pwede ba kitang maging partner sa prom?” he ask huskily
Wala sa sariling napatango ako, he smile and I think my world just stop I mean ayoko nito, ayoko sa lahat maramdaman Ito, Kasi bakit pakiramdam ko mawawala Siya? natatakot ako, Kasi ayoko mang aminin, may parte na Siya sa puso ko, and f**k this up.
I closed my eyes and feel the breeze and I heard him murmur.
“s**t how could you be this damn beautiful ugly nerd” slowly and slowly he said.
Two days from now magaganap na ang booth-prom and nandito Kami sa field nag dedecoratedng shooting gun water splash with selfie, I don’t know why baket Yan ang pinili nila, eh wlaa naman akong ma e suggest Kasi Kung makatingin sakin para akong may naagawan Ng laruan, nag start Ito nung lagi akong kinakausap Ng grupo nina Redrix, inggit much? Psh, habang nag dedecorate ako diko maiwasan maalala ang unang meet namin,
FLASH BACK (FIRST INCOUNTER)
Naglalakad nako papunta sa parking lot, tapos nakasi mission ko nun, kinapa kapa ko Kung saan ko naba nalagay ang Susi ko Kaya diko nakita na may Tao pala akong mabangga, matutumba na sana ako kaso mas mabilis ang reflex ko Kaya I use my right hand to form a bend and using my two hands I made a force to lift my body backward so parang umikot ako sa ere, at tinignan Siya Ng matalim.
“watch your way... jerk” – me (-_-)
Umawang naman ang labi niya na tila ba na gagandahan sakin, taray chos I snap my hand at him that made him back to reality,
“I’m sorry okay? I just..why am I explaining? Stupid”
I look at him in disbelief, and rolled my eyes at nilagpasan na Siya, I hate annoying people.
Papasok na sana ako sa kotse ko nang hinatak namn niya ang braso ko paharap sa kanya, Kaya ang nangyare nasandal ako sa kotse ko at yumuko Siya para mag pantay ang mukha namin, he look at me amusedly , “what?” malamig Kong Sabi
“you forgot this my lady” he showed me my bracelet, I quickly grab it, that was from my grandma, whose now dead,
“t-thanks”- sarcasm Kong Sabi, then inapakan ko ang paa niya sabay tulak, at pumasok nako sa kotse ko.
Tinignan ko Siya sa rear mirror ko then smile, “i hate you when you made me feel like this” iling na Sabi ko
"love at first sight? HAHAHA what a lame" I murmur
END FLASH BACK
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“hoy nerd, tunganga mo Jan!” SITA ni Chloe na nakita akong natulala sa mayhawak ko, si chloe is one of the alagad of Ayesha the b***h and slut, diko Siya pinansin at pinagpatuloy nalang ang ginagawa ko, pero tila gusto ako Ng Gulo Kaya hala tinulak niya ko,nakapatong Kasi ako sa upuan na plastic Kaya mahuhulog na sana ako sa sahig Ng biglang may yumapos sakin, si Alex I look at him blankly then “thanks" sabay tulak sa knya at tinignan ko si Chloe then giving her a round kick, ayon tulog then walk away.
Nandito Kami ngayon sa booth namin, well Kaka start na Kasi e two days have passed I’m wearing red backless lagpas tuhod and red high heels and I’m still wearing glasses, they look at me amusedly kanina pero nung tinignan ang mukha ko medyo na disappointed, hipon ampeg! Hays bored na bored ako Kaya umalis muna ako at nag explore Ng iba pang booths,
“Rhiannnnaaaa!" Sigaw ni..... Amara
I look at her, she’s beautiful she wearing a maroon blackless and glitters and high heels color maroon, she’s indeed a beautiful, I smiled at her, and wave back
“ang ganda mo" plain Kong Sabi, well she knows me already I know she felt my sincere.
“kyaah ang sexy mo, thanks” nang blush niyang sabi,
hinatak ko na Siya para mag libot sa iba pang booth, “ang ganda din sa kanila no?” Sabi ni Amara.
“yeah”
“Rhiann try naten Yun oh” Sabay turo Ng hit the balloons, I just nod.
“hi welcome to our booth, The title is “The sight of a bird" kaylangan niyong patamain ang mga balloons Jan, they’re ten balloons Kaya kaylangan niyong ubusin yon, may reward namn po ma’am, they’re stuff toys just choose whatever you want po”
“what if I missed?” – Amara
“then y'll take the consequences, which is uupo kayo dun” sabay turo sa upuan na may tubig na full of ice sa ibabaw neto, we just nod and grab the pins, si Amara muna ang tumira, I can say magaling Siya 8 na ang natira niya at.... she missed, sumimangot naman Siya that made me chuckle, at ayon nalaglag na ang mga ice na may tubig, and silently chuckle,
“ my turn”
Tinira ko isa isa, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10 natira ko lahat Kaya pinili ko Doraemon na malaki sabay bato eto Kay Amara, nasalo naman niya yon, “WAAAAAH akennn na too?” maiyak iyak niyang sabi, I just nod
“ magbihis kana” she just happily nod then leave, I just look at the garden and sing .
THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY?
By:Katy Perry
“Summer after high school, when we first met
We'd make-out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my eighteenth birthday, we got matching tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day I'd be losing you
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises, be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away
I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown, singin' the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises, be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away
The one
The one
The one
The one that got away
All this money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price
In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises, be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away
The one (the one)
The one (the one)
The one (the one)
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away”
Then I felt some presence Kaya tinignan ko Kung sino then I saw Redrix nakamulsang tumingin sakin, wearing his genuinely smile, for a moment
I was stun how handsome he is, tumikhim ako
“what are you doing here?” I ask
“checking you” then look at my dress, dumilim naman bigla ang mukha niya ,
“blackless huh?” he groan, sabay tanggal Ng coat niya at pinasuot sakin, lihim naman akong kinilig,
“I didn’t know,you know how to sing, everyday,time,you made me amuse and proud”
“t-tthanks” sabay iwas Ng tingin,tinabihan niya Kong umupo,
“can I ask a favour?”-Redrix
“ssure” na Utal Kong Sabi, *'damn naiilang ako ang lapit niya kasi'*
“can you sing from me?”
“huh?”- me
“sing for me” – he pleaded
I nod and smile at him then I sing.
“Scrolling through my cellphone,
for the 20th time today,
Reading that text you sent me again,
Though I memorized it anyway.
It was an afternoon in December,
When it reminded you of the day,
When we bumped into each other,
But you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away.
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life,
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night,
'Cause it's 12:51,
And I thought my feelings were gone,
But I'm lying on my bed,
thinking of you again.
And the moon shines so bright,
But I gotta dry these tears tonight,
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on,
any longer Oh-ooh, oh-ooh, oh-ooh, oh.
And I saw you with her,
Didn't think you'd find another,
And my world just seemed to crash,
Shouldn't have thought that this would last.
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life,
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night.
'Cause it's 12:51,
And I thought my feelings were gone,
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again,
And the moon shines so bright,
But I gotta dry these tears tonight,
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer...”
Tinignan ko Siya,nagtitigan Kami Kaya diko maiwasan mamula at kumabog ang puso ko.
“As the sky outside gets brighter,
And my eyes begin to tire,
I'm slowly drowning,
In memories of him.
And I know it shouldn't matter,
As my heart begins to shatter,
I'm left to wonder...
Just how it should have been, yeah.”
I close my eyes and I see him, then I open and look at him wearing my smile.
12:51,
And I thought my feelings were gone,
But I'm lying on my bed,
I'm not thinking of you again.
And the moon shines so bright,
But I gotta dry these tears tonight,
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on...
'Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song...
So much stronger,
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh.”
After I finish, he kiss me I was too shock Kaya di ako makakilos, at lumayo Siya.
“i won’t be sorry for doing that, instead I’m greatful, don’t wear something too attractive okay? Hmm? I’ll go now”
kita ko ang pagkapula sa magkabilang tenga niya, as in sobrang Pula, ako na parang lutang, Tumango nalang ako, sabay sampal Ng mahina sa magkabilang pisnge ko.
Tinignan ko ang papalayong pigura niya and smile.
“I’ll protect you, just stay with me till the end........My Man” I whisper
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Nakaupo ako ngayon sa lamesang naka ukit ang pangalan Ng section namin, I’m wearing black fitted gown,
heart shape sa harapan at minessy hair ko Lang then still wearing glasses, While Amara is Wearing White Vshape front and black less, messy hair din Siya and light make up,
Redrixk’s wearing a Black tuxedo and messy hair that gives a loud attraction to ladies, nagsimula Ng tumugtog ang musica Kaya nag si alisan na ang iba Kong klasmeyt at sumayaw,
nang biglang may naglahad Ng kamay sa harapan ko, at tinignan kk Kung sino Yun,then I saw him my handsome... man, kinuha ko ang kamay niya at ginayad nya KO SA gitna, sumayaw Kami habang magkalapat ang mga nuo namin,
“i wish I could stop this time”- Redrix
“w-wwhy?”
“becaue I want to stay by your side”
-Redrix
“baket parang nagpapaalam ka naman”
“ No”
REDRIX POV
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“baket parang nagpapaalam ka naman?”
“no” i'm just wanna stay by your side,
“then why do I have this feeling?” she ask worriedly.
I smile, “I” just want to be with you
“I?” -Rhianna
“I. Nothing” I smile , Hindi pa Siya kumbinsido pero Tumango nalang SIYA
FLASH BACK
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Nandito ako sa condo ko ng may nag doorbell, kumunot naman ang nuo ko Kaya tinignan ko pero wlaang Tao, lumilinga pako hanggang sa Makita ko ang isang box.
I open it and f**k just fuck
May patay na pusa at may sulat,
Kinuha ko Yun at binasa.
“para kang pusa, andami mo atang buhay at buhay kapa ngayon, Gaya Ng nakita mo sa box nayan, I will gonna kill you until, you fall asleep....
forever"
Tumaas naman ang balahibo ko nung salitang forever, Kaya Dali Kong tinapon yon at pumasok sa condo ko, pero Hindi ako makatulog Kaya, I check my phone at pumunta sa gallery,at pindot ang picture ni nerd, I scroll and scroll then I relax.
“the sun's shining, but yours make me want to look at you, forever"
END FLASH BACK
I look at her beautiful face, pointed nose pinkish lips, how beautiful she is.
At bigla ko nalang nasabi.
“if I’ll say “you’re my galaxy” would you always be my star?” – me
Mukhang nabigla siya Kaya kinalaunan.
“whether y'll ask it or not, I’ll be forever your Juliet my Romeo”
Diko na pigilan na halikan Siya, she was stun for a moment then kiss me back, I smile between our kisses,kasabay Ng musika.
"O kay sarap sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Kapag kapiling kang tumitig sa kawalan
Saksi ang buwan at bituin sa pagmamahalan
Nating dalawa, Nating dalawa ah...
Verse1:
Tanaw pa rin kita, Sinta kay layo may nagni ningning, mistula kang tala
Sa tuwing nakakasama ka
Lumliwanag ang daan sa kislap ng yong mga mga mata
Pag ikaw ang kasabay pusoy na papalagay
Gabiy tumatamis tuwing hawak ko ang yong kamay
Chorus:
O kay sarap sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Kapag kapiling kang tumitig sa kawalan
Saksi ang buwan at bituin sa pagmamahalan
Nating dalawa, Nating dalawa ah...
Verse2:
Simoy ng hangin na kay lamig sa katawan
Daig pa rin ang liyab na king nararamdaman
Sa tuwing tayoy magkabilang mundo
Isang tingin ko lang sa buwan nalalapit narin sa iyo
Langit ay nakangiti, nag aabang sa ating sandali
Buong paligid ay nasasabik sa ating halik
Chorus 2:
O kay sarap sa ilalim ng kalawakan kapag kapiling kang tumitig sa kawalan
Saksi ang buwan at bituin sa pag mamamahalan
Nating Dalawa
Nating dalawa ahhhh
Saksi ang buwan at bituin sa pag mamahalan nating dalawa nating dalawa
Chorus 3:
O kay sarap sa ilalim ng kalawakan kapag kapiling kang tumitig sa kawalan
Saksi ang buwan at bituin sa pag mamahalan nating dalawa nating dalawa ah...
Outro:
Halika na sa ilalim ng kalawakan samahan mo akong tumitig sa kawalan Saksi ang buwan at bituin sa pag mamamahalan nating dalawa nating dalawa
“my moon" I said. And give her a quick smack kiss.
RHIANNA POV.
' Hindi ko hahayaan na mawala ka, gagapang muna sila sa kabaong ko, bago ka nila papatayin, because whether you like it or not that's my order, order from the highest secret agent/assassin/mafia boss, and I don't tolerate killing at my back" Sabi ko sa isip.
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