My attraction. They all connected me to the one man who pushed and pulled me like no other. He took what he wanted—including me—whenever he saw fit… and I was crazy enough about him to allow him. He had captured me against my will two months ago. He had captivated and taken me all of our lives. Until eventually he left me behind… and took irreplaceable pieces of me with him. Our relationship was doomed; we were f****d from the start. And I needed to know… The Halloween party. Jordan’s file. The opera. Jackson continued to show up at the most opportune times. And just when I thought the fires of turmoil had died down, he had this horrible habit of appearing around every corner, stoking the blaze… dousing gasoline over every sign of trouble and setting it aflame. I looked over at Jac

