| KEVIN O'CONNOR| This moment, I pretended to not believe will arrive. Maybe I was selfish, in a way I was. Why wouldn't I be? This moment will eventually lead me to cease. And I knew it won't come veiled beautifully because has death ever been kind? It doesn't distinguish, it doesn't play, it doesn't wait and it just sweeps you away from the breathing world. After losing Tyler, I was just a soul waiting to fade away in the afterworld, but then I was given a chance. A chance to live. A chance to look at the world. A chance to breathe. But I had prepared myself for this moment. I had prepared to leave. My breath hitched suddenly, my mate was closer. My soulmate, made for me to love, made for me alone was here somewhere. Waiting to meet me. But I was afraid. I was afraid of meeting my

