I wanted to scream. I wanted to shout. But instead, I stood frozen while staring at how their lips met, at how Tanya suddenly pushes herself to Chad, and at how he just lets her. I think my left foot just took a backward step on its own, should I leave? Chad noticed me and broke off the kiss. “You better head inside now, your Father has been waiting for you since I came out to find you.” Tanya nodded at us both before walking off. Chad then moved towards me. “Let me escort you home, it’s too dark.” I pulled out a smile, and the best I could give was a fake one. I went on ahead, with him at my back. “…” “…” He wasn’t saying any words and neither was I. It was a quiet night stroll, yet deep inside, my heart is screaming in pain. We let it continue

