Erin's POV Rowan was being released from the hospital today, and my stomach churned at the thought. I’d been keeping my distance, claiming that I had to get the house cleaned and repaired for his arrival, which pacified both his parents and him. I had done what I said, but from a distance. I continued to live with Azure and Finn, but even they had become busy and distant. The three of us worked around one another the past few days, and I was feeling a bit needy. God… I never imagined those words would come out of my mouth. I had always been independent. Even as a young child, I took pride in learning how to make my own food, and then my little sisters. I took showers nightly and kept my room tidy. I’d read a book without being asked and kept my grades up. Everything I did, I did f

