Enemies

Chapter 13

Leyla´s P.O.V

When Kaden left I felt devastating. He brought something up that he shouldn´t, and again she felt like she took a step back. She didn´t relies she was crying until she felt her wet cheeks. She hoped that the pain and ache inside of her. She felt like the clouds outside, she was in chaos. She sat at the table, and birthed deep trying to calm herself down. Her eyes have frozen over like the surface of a winter puddle, robbing them of their usual warmth she looked around herself, rain was poring outside, gloomy clouds were covering the shine of the moon. Wind was blowing so hard making droplets of rain to hit the glass harder than they should. Storm was coming and she knew it, but this one will pass until the morning and the one inside of her won´t. She felt tired so she tried to get some sleep but it was in no use, she just kept tossing and turning on her bed. About four in the morning she gave up and got up. Her throat felt dry so she was on her way to the kitchen to get something to drink. When she was getting her water she picked up some snacks as well she had nothing better to do so she watched a movie, but her mind kept going back to Kaden and what se said to him. Maybe she should apologise to him, she was angry she said some things she didn´t want to. Next thing she knew was that a knock awoke her, actually a loud banging on the door. She looked at the clock and sow it was ten to eleven. Leyla jumped immediately and went to the door. When she opened them, concern Amy came rushing in.

“Why the hell are you not answering your phone? You didn´t come to work? You didn´t call me or text me about it? So what is going on?”

“Nothing really, I just got in to a fight with Kaden last night, he said something that triggerd me and I snapped on him, and then I couldn´t sleep so I started watching a movie and I guess I fell asleep.” I finished while I got us some coffee. She didn´t give me a response, she just sat at the counter concern in her eyes.

“What did he say, that got you to snap at him?”

“Well lets see, we had a nice dinner, we made a list of rules, then I asked him why was he doing this he told me the same reason I´m doing It to get some deals. Me being really stupid like I was in college expected something different for an answer, I got angry, he tried to explain himself and then he told me that he never apologised for what he did in college and then he did, if that wasn´t good enough reason for me to get pissed because I don´t like that subject and I don´t want to talk about it, he then assumed I forgave him it was enough for me so I snapped. Before he left I told him I want to see hi only when it is necessary. “ In conclusion when I was done she just nodded her head.

“I know that this subject is sensitive for you, and that you don´t like to talk about it but he didn´t know, I think you should say sorry because if you guys are going to do this you should be able to communicate with each other. If you want to talk to someone about this I´m always here for you, so is Em and if you don´t want to talk to us you could always go and seek professional help.”

I just nodded at her and thanked her. Soon after she left I decided I Won´t go to work today and just relax at home. Well that didn´t go as planed I couldn´t relax at all I wanted to do something, to get my mind of some things; but the call I got from Samuel was of no help either. We are supposed to go for a weekend get away with them. I don´t want to especially with Kaden alone in the room, who knows what could happen. I had to say yes of course. I need to tell to Kaden that we are going, I still didn´t want to talk to him, so I went for a drive it stopped raining this morning but it still looked gloomy and dark outside. I was driving with no knowledge of where I´m going, but soon I was parked in front of Kaden´s home. I sat there not being able to move, for some reason I felt scared to go out and face him. When I finally found my courage I went to his door, my insides felt like they were tied up, I just had a weird feeling. I finally ringed the bell. I did it again but no one opened the door, maybe he was out so he is not home. I was relived that he wasn´t home because I don´t know how would it all go. I was about to go to my car when the door opened reviling tired looking Kaden. I guess he just woke up, that would explain why he didn´t open the door. I noticed that e wasn´t wearing a shirt and I found myself checking him out but he was doing the same thing when his eyes meet mine again he looked surprised that I was here. I guess it is valid.

“You want to come in?” he asked looking at me. I wasn´t so sure it would be such a good idea if I did. I was thinking about it.

“I don´t think that is a good idea.”

“Nothing will happen we will just talk, and you came for a reason here didn´t you.” I nodded my head.

“Then get in.” and I did he closed the door and followed me to the living room. I sat down and he sat next to me, looking at me. I can see clear regret in his eyes but I won´t give up on this.

“I wanted to tell you that Samuel called and we are supposed to go on the weekend get away with them. I don´t know where we are going.” I think he expected something different, but he is the one who should apologise first.

“Okay, we will go. Just text me the time I´m supposed to pick you up and what should I pack for.” I just nodded my head. We were sitting in an awkward situation, and I wanted to get out.

“Well that was all I wanted to say, so I think I will be going.” I got up and turned my back to him to leave when my hand was pulled back. I turned around and looked at him.

“What are you doing?”

“Can you sit down I want to talk to you.” I sat down at least I can listen to what he has to say.

“I just wanted to apologise for yesterday. I was wrong for starting the subject that I clearly wasn´t supposed to. I assumed and I´m sorry for that. I don´t want to do this whit us not talking, but that is your decision.” His look was piercing thru me, I had to look away, or I would give up. What am I supposed to do now, tell him it is okay or stay mad at him.

“I except your apology and It wasn´t really your fault yesterday but I still think that we should stop and make this strictly a business contract. I´m not looking to be your friend here or do I need another one. We will do this professionally without any

feeling. This is my final say to this matter.” He looked surprised I told him that but I don´t want this to become something that will never work. I got up and walked away and out thru the door. When I got out I let out a sigh I didn´t know I was holding. I got in to the car and drove away. When I was passing thru the gate another car was coming to the gate it was black Mercedes-Benz GLC SUV it hat tinted windows so I couldn´t see who was inside, but it looked a lot like my friend car, but he is not in the country it can´t be him. I shrugged it off and left.