My Stolen LIfe

over spilt juice

I felt like floating, the burning in my body was back but I could not open my eyes. Only feel the pleasure from hands that rubbed my body and removed my clothes. As weeks or days go by, I felt like I lost so much time, where I didn’t remember the day or night before. What’s wrong with me? The Alpha hasn’t been by in a while, well I don’t think he has. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I don’t even know if we shifted or if Shay has started talking to me. As I get my sore body out of the shower maybe I’m not working as hard is why my body hurts so much.  But doesn’t explain why my woman hood is hurting. Ill ask Alpha if I can see a doctor soon. Not sure how that will go since I’m a rouge and not aloud in the packhouse. Maybe if I work out it will help loosen this tension in my muscles, or maybe a shifting into Shay if she will talk to me. Looking at the time, shoot better eat first. Heading to the fridge to see the plates Alpha brought stocked full, when did he bring more? Hmmm. Looking at the meals makes my stomach turn. Not today, guess I’m not in the mood for this stuff. But that lunchmeat looks yummy, so I pull out the bread with all the mixings making me a sandwich, after my mega meat I take a bite. the flavor is delicious like I haven’t eaten in weeks, since when am I in heaven over ham. Finishing the last bite, I felt sad, need to make another he-he! As I’m about to dig into my second sandwich Alpha walks in and looks at me with wide eyes. “why are you eating that? What’s wrong with the meals I bring?” “sorry Alpha, my stomach felt sick looking at the plates” surprising me he just smiles. “Really?” “umm. yes sir, I was going to ask to see a doctor if ok?”  lost in own thoughts with an evil smirk on his face. Next thing I know he rushes to my side and stands me up I flinch and prepare myself for him to hit me, only for him to lean in and sniff. “Alpha is everything ok?” “shhhh!” spinning around to the fridge and pulls all the plate out to dump into the trash. “won’t need these no more. Just drink that juice!” pointing to the orange juice. “ok” so I go and pour me a big glass when a sharp pain runs in my head, making me drop the jug and glass shattering as it hits the floor. Stepping back grabbing my head and stepping on glass. “WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!” landing me on the floor with the mess and my face stings. “I’m sorry, let me clean this up please I’m sorry!” the pain in my head is gone just the sting in my face from him backhanding me. Unable to look up at the Alpha from all anger he is throwing at me, so much anger. Making me only cower down more. “ill be back with more juice in about an hour!” as he storms out and leaves. ‘it was only juice didn’t need that much anyway.