Lying there, trying to convince herself of something that could be easily cleared up was dumb. Ginger was just too afraid to confront it, except she was supposed to be taking control of her life. When she’d been afraid before, she signed her life over to Calvin and allowed him to make all of the decisions. After the divorce paper debacle, she’d told Doctor Guinness she was going to go with her gut and be proactive. That she was going to do what was right and be decisive for the sake of her son. If she didn’t clear up the mystery, she would never sleep. She’d be a mess the next day. Everyone would know something was wrong, which could lead to another blow out. Ginger didn’t want that to happen in front of Cam. Drawing in a breath, Ginger sat up, deciding that she wasn’t going to wait any

