However, she couldn't figure out whether he'd cheated with her best friend because he'd lost interest in maintaining an intimate connection with her sexually, even though they were still affectionate in public...or because he'd grown tired of having s*x with her altogether since she always complained about feeling fat and ugly even though she'd shed forty pounds in preparation for their second baby and spent countless hours exercising to get back into shape. Then she remembered that they'd been talking about getting divorced before he proposed...and recalled the conversation in vivid detail thanks to the diary entries that were now sitting prominently on top of a stack of printouts inside the printer cabinet. Blake confirmed her suspicions when he confessed in a drunken stupor while they s
