After her encounter with Macro that night, Jessica felt guilty about it almost immediately afterwards while she lay awake in bed. But only because of guilt, really. Because deep down inside, she wanted to be taken like that; she wished she had been given permission beforehand rather than finding out about it later. After thinking it over, though, she knew she wasn't in any position to complain or feel upset in the least bit about it since it was ultimately her decision to marry him in the first place. She hadn't even thought to question it at the time considering all of the reasons why it seemed like the right thing to do at the time. Plus, it helped that she didn't have anybody else to talk to about it at the time since nobody close to her in particular would have understood what it meant
