I tossed and turned about in bed, the forest was driving me crazy and I have had enough of this cabin hidden between thick shrubs. I was tired of hiding, I yearned more than anything to go down to the town and see for myself how bad things had become since I left. Most of all, I wanted to see Bathel. Anna's question from earlier gnawed at my heart continually. Was this constant thinking about him proof that somewhere along the line I had gotten attached to him? Fallen in love with him? I sighed and shrugged off the thought. I wondered why he hadn't come to see me yet.
I searched my head and couldn't come up with any other theory except that he wanted nothing more to do with me. Again, I have been abandoned. Soon to be rejected.
These crazy thoughts washed the sleep off my eyelids.
