Not Okay
About two weeks later, I make my way to YouGe' practice room. Time passes fast, and it's almost Christmas. Which, for everyone, means the beginning of a calmer time one can spend with loved ones. Well, for everyone else but idols. For idols, Christmas means the start of award shows, resulting in the group spending twelve hours a day in the practice room. I might work and live with Hajun, and still, I barely see him. I can feel he's on edge, which makes me feel on edge as well. For the first time since I've known him, Hajun really does seem stressed, and that is relieving and frightening at the same. Frightening because it puts emphasis on how much impact these award shows have on idols. Relieving because up to this point, I genuinely believed that Jungkook wasn't capable of feeling i
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