We returned back to Moscow a few days ago and I already missed Petersburg.I wanted to go there again.The memories we created there were clearly the best.
It was the evening and I was waiting for Luke to come back home.He was really frustrated over something and I didn't want to bug him about it either.When I saw his car enter through the gate,I rushed downstairs and waited for him to come in.
As the guards opened the door for him,he entered Inside like a king waiting to be seated on his throne yet he looked so simple and elegant.His hands were inside his pockets and he had that gloominess in his eyes which attracted me more.
His astonishing and alluring eyes made me want to move closer to him and do things I should not.
His coat was slightly moving due to the wind but it stopped as the guards closed the door.
Even under the pale light,he looked extraordinarily handsome.I walked towards him and stood in front of him.
He let out a small smile when he saw me.That's what made me feel weak.That's what makes me vulnerable.That goddamn smile.
"How're you?" I whispered as I moved closer to his face.His nose touched mine and he let out a faint sigh.I felt his hot breath on my face and I closed my eyes.It was getting out of control.
"I'm fine.How're you?" He whispered as he placed his hand on my cheek.
"I'm fine too." I replied.My cheeks were turning red and I was smiling slowly.
"Hey,I will be in my study.Come there if you need me." He smiled.He kissed my cheek before walking away.
I smiled and went back to my room.I looked through the window.It was drizzling.The clouds were soon replaced by some dark ones.
I was thinking about him too much.Was he thinking about me too? I giggled at my own thoughts.Was he working? He looked stressed,so should I ask him what happened? Would it be appropriate for me to ask questions about his personal life?
I spent an hour thinking about all those.It was raining heavily.The lightning flashed through the sky as the thunder groaned.
I decided to head back to bed but before that I needed to make sure he was okay.
I walked out of my room, forgetting that I was wearing my night gown and had no bra underneath.
I walked inside without knocking because he told me that I didn't need to knock on his door.He didn't notice me walk in.He was on his laptop with a few papers here and there, scattered.
There was a bottle of whiskey and a glass with some in it.
I slowly hugged him from behind and kissed his cheek.My elbows were on his shoulder and my hands were busy caressing his face.
"Did I bother you?" I whispered.
"No... no.Absolutely not.Did you need something?" He asked as he turned his head around at me.
"Are you okay? I don't feel like you are." I said.
"It's fine.It's just the underworld business stress." He said.
"I'm here if you need me.If you ever feel like sharing something and let yourself out of the darkness,I will always be there." I said.He looked at me with that same sorrowful look again.
"It's nothing, trust me." He said.
"Well..." I whispered as I trailed my fingers to his chest.
"Do you happen to have some free time tonight?" I asked.
"Yes,I do." He replied and pursed his lips.
"I will be waiting for you in my room." I said.
"How about you wait in my room? I may need some of you tonight." He whispered.
"You will have all of me tonight." I smiled.