Elizabeth Paige
Even though it’s been just two weeks without Nathan, it felt like years. Each and every day was so awfully long that I wanted to kill myself. I miss him so much in ways that I can’t even say. I wish he was with me right now, I wish I could put my arms around him and touch him. I even cried a few times for some reason. I think I’ve been PMSing a lot lately, I should probably get my periods soon.
We talk on a video call every day for hours before going off to sleep. He also calls me every morning but we only talk for a few minutes as he has extremely busy mornings. He is so excited about all of the things that are happening around him that I could literally hear it in his voice.
He keeps telling me that there is something very important he has to tell me but he wants to sa
