My Emotions

My Emotions

My Emotions

Chapter One: Becoming a teenager

Cynthia: I'm just that girl that's simple in everything, dressing, attitude and so on. You know that type of girl that are family are neither rich nor poor but I still love my lifestyle, I'm just an isolated being. I love my privacy and that has always been my priority any other thing or any other person comes second. I'm just an insecure girl who doesn't trust anybody and I show it not. Every day I wear a smile on my face which obviously makes me prettier. I'm not an ugly b***h that You thought I was since the beginning of the story. Let me give a proper introduction of who I am.

I'm Cynthia Williams the only daughter and child to my adorable parents, I'm 16, I'm beautiful with siren eyes,I have that body figure any man could pay any dime for but I hate them, I just have this huge resentment for guys anything boys I hate being included. This was how I lived my life till now, I never had a true love not to talk of love but I like Rom_com movies , I've never imagined being in a play or seeing my self as the female lead, I always felt it was s**t for a weirdo like me.I still attending highschool and I'm in my last year, more like my last year is in two months and I still have a lot to cover up. All I wish to do for the whole two months is to be at peace in my room but I guess mom ruined it when she suggested a trip to her sister's, I had no choice but to comply, I don't like the idea but I don't like her being unhappy either so I packed my things for the trip. Since the trip is in just two weeks, I just packed in case she changed her mind.

Getting down stairs I saw my mom dressed elegantly in her Dior inspired outfit, a red long shaped prom grow with spaghetti hand. The woman never stop to amaze me. I smile at the thought of that. Who would know she has a daughter as grown as me? I asked inwardly.

Cynthia stop looking at me like that: She said chuckling slightly.

Mom do you want to kill men of the world? I asked. Knowing fully well that anyman would be on his knees to have her.

So you have forgotten today's day? Cynthia it's our wedding anniversary she said.

Oh….my…Mom I'm sorry,so you all dressed up for my Dad. I smiled and said this is massive, too extreme Mom.

Hurry up don't keep my father waiting. She disappear into a tiny air only the door sound was heard when she left.

To be honest I was really happy because I'll be the only one home for one good week before they'll come back from their honeymoon. It was already a yearly ritual, I understood too they need some bonding.

I understand quite well and much, I really understand that my parents need some more time to bond and that could only happen if they're together. You know things like bonding and making memories, like catching up with the old Times for instance when they first met, when they first kiss, when mom said yes and soo on.

I'm not actually that girl that can fall in love, no matter how much is involved or how handsome a guy is!

Looking older than my age has made a lot of dramatic scene in my everyday life. I remember a time like that a guy hugged me out of blues in school, screaming untop of his voice I love you Cynthia, I wanna spend the rest of my life with just you. I just kept laughing on the spot, the guy just gave me this shock expression after my reaction, the i***t didn't even pay attention until he was caught by the teachers and was suspended. It was a relief because other boys would be alerted not to come close to a b***h like me.

And this unforgettable day or memory I acquired when I wanted to get a job at a very big company not far from my school. The guy I met almost r***d me, I cried my eyes out the other day but I'm still grateful because he didn't touch me. I'm just imagining what the CEO would think if he knew what the guy wanted to do to me.

I've had a lot of experience about guys improper behavior to girls of my age that's because of my looks and my body. I just wish I could make my body figures disappear but that's absurd and absolutely impossible. I just have to manage what comes with it, the merits and demerits all belongs to me.

I have passion for singing, modelling and to be specific writing stories. I'm a nerd, an isolated being who loves her privacy. I've never been in love or been in a relationship

But I was kinda move by the guy I saw in the company I went to, I was really moved because he didn't go against my wish, I'm pretty sure he would make a great hubby I mean a good husband. His girlfriend or wife is the lucky one. He's handsome, tall, spotless, poised,demure a lot of beautiful words can't describe this guy. Wait!! I'm I fallen for him? That's impossible he's really older than me I guess he should be in his 20’s precisely he should be 22 or 25 years of age.

He's a good guy from the first time we met I didn't blame him because anyone wouldn't resist me but he tried his best not to touch me.

I wish I would see him again, at least maybe I can get to know he's name and we can be friends from there I'll get to know his families, his wife and children.