Raging Love

Kapitulo 20

Kapitulo 20

"You're not allowed to move," I scold him softly.

He frowns. "Daya naman. I want to see the sun, darling. Just the sun..."

"No!" I shove him back into the pillow. “Cyrex, your wounds are not healed yet. You can go and stroll around the city if you want. Soon."

He sighs. "You're spoiling me, darling. I don't like this. I'm not a baby anymore."

"So?" I raise an eyebrow. "What's wrong with taking care of you? Don't you want this?"

He shakes his head immediately. I scowl and fix the strand of hair. One of my favorite aspects of him is his brawny body. I gawk at his lips when he moves them a little. I assume he really is destined to be with me.

"Stop that," he complains, and I just smirk. "Darling, come here."

I lean on his chest. "You should not move. Or I leave you here, alone."

"Shh..." His lips are pressing against mine. "You're like a wife to me, Fereine. I want you all the time, whether in bed or in the shower. Everywhere. I only want your scent, darling. Only your scent."

"Cy..." my voice tremble as he caresses my hair. "Thank you for saving me. I must be the one lying here..."

"Shh..." and he then presses his lips on my head again. "I did not regret it. I would not regret it. Saving you is my duty. Loving you is my salary."

My face heat. He's always give me this kind of feeling. And I hate it.

I tap his chest. "I love every inch of you, Cy."

"Me too, my love. Me too," and he then brushes my hair with his fingers. "I would always make you feel this way. Even if you'll return me with pain and affliction."

I pull myself up. Staring at him.

"Get well, darling," I say quitely as I pat his shoulder. He's wearing a white robe with some polka dots all over it.

He holds my hand. "Don't leave me."

I shake my head, smiling. "I won't."

As I close the door, Ghad looks at me. My eyes wander to the woman beside him. I gave her a smile. She's too shy to even peek at me.

"Is he okay?" he begins.

I nod. "He's alright. He's had a fracture in his right leg."

Ghad nods. "Mabuti naman."

The woman beside him is peeking at me. I gave my genuine smile at her. I've noticed her weird actions lately. Miss Pangasinan was glimpsing at my cousin while Ghad was busy typing on his phone. But now, they look better and I can say they're passionate about each other.

"Congratulations," I say as sweet as I could give.

Ghad glances at her. They smile at each other. Something's going on between these two.

"Shaia and I are..." he says as if hesitating to tell me the truth. "We are..."

"I know," I interject.

"You do?" he retorts, confused.

I smile. "Recently, both of you were acting strange. Miss Pangasinan asked me if what is our relationship. While you kept looking at her as if I was not there."

He stoops, smirking. "My bad."

"You're not watching," Miss Pangasinan say almost in a whisper.

Ghad grins. "It's okay. Hindi naman niya talaga napansin. I was with a girl while you were on a stage. Alangan namang hatakin na lang kita at halikan. Maghihinala talaga sila."

I cough. "So, since when did you become official?"

Miss Pangasinan looks at him. Ghad gives her a smirk and faces me. If they are taking this in a serious way, I will be much happier than hearing about Sheram's gift. I do hope they will take this seriously.

"Shaia and I dated before you date Cyrex," he confesses and my mouth suddenly gape, barely.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I ask, smiling.

He peeks at her. "Because I was scared that time. I was still confused about my feelings for her. But, when she won the pageant, I felt like we needed the close-up."

I smile, listening to him. While the woman on his side is sweating. He's so pretty even if she did not wear hard make-up.

"So, I proposed to her and she accepted my plea," and he then smirks at her. "She was actually mad at me that time. I was supposed to give you the gift she gave me. But I chose not to. She even scolded me."

"Because you're a d**k!" Miss Pangasinan interfere, smiling. "Kay Fereine naman sana 'yong heels, eh. Pero isinuot mo sa akin dahil ang rason mo ay... marami namang heels ang pinsan ko. You don't have to..."

Ghad pouts. "Come on. Let's just forget that. Ang mahalaga ay ang mahalaga."

I shake my head, smiling. They are so cute when they get into a fight. Ghad was charming, and Miss Pangasinan is pretty, inside and out.

Later on, they stop romancing each other when I cough. Ghad nudges his arm around her back as Miss Pangasinan stoops her head. She really is shy to be with my naughty cousin.

"I need to go back inside," I say, and find my way out of there.

"Ikaw talaga..." Her voice hisses.

I open the door, Dazron was sleeping on the stretcher while Cyrex was swiping up on his tablet. I sigh and went to him. He greets me with a smirk on his face.

"Didn't I tell you that you can't use any electronic device?" I grab the tablet away from him. "And don't give me that face."

He pouts. "Darling. Just one more minute, please..."

I shake my head. "No. It's bad for your health."

He glowers. "Fine. Just come on here, please. I need your presence."

I breathe. Approach him on foot. He presses his hand on my backhand as he guides me to sit beside him. I tap his chest with my hand as he continues rubbing my hand with his thumb.

"Would you rather be with me?" he asks curiously.

I nod, exhaling. "Stop talking. Just sleep."

He nods. "Okay."

I smile.

When it's lunch time, Cyrex dozes off. I am amused to see him sleeping like an innocent boy. I take the food with me. I smile at Dazron who is now beyond hands-on dad for him. I can sense that he really loves his brother.

"Are you taking off?" I ask.

He nods. "Yeah. My wife's calling me and I did not answer her call. I forgot to unmute it. There must be another quarrel."

I smirk. "She loves you more than you do."

He nods, smiling. "I know. But sometimes we fight, just a romance fight. My children were the ones who stiffled their necks at me, and they would not dare to talk to me."

I laugh, barely. "You really love your children."

"I love them from the deepest part of my heart," he replies, and I nod. "Anyway, I really have to go. Just say to my brother that I will be back next week."

I thump my head. "Sure. Take care."

He smiles at me. "I will."

I just watch him walk out of the hospital. While my cousin’s not here, I wonder if they're having a good time in each other. I shrug, sighing. Go back to the room and watch my man breathe freely. Even he's had a lot more problems than me, he's still manages to be this calm and good.

"I know you're staring at me," he says one second, and I smirk. "Come back here."

I breathe, closing the door behind me. I scurry to his direction. He grabs my hand and kisses my fingertips. I lean on his chest as he brushes my head with his lips.

"Where's my brother?" he asks.

"He eloped," I reply.

He nods. "He's a family already. I understand."

I rub his chest. "I want to be with you, darling. Even if the sun dims its light, I still want to be with you because you're shining our every moment."

He kneads my shoulder. "Darling, I'll always find a way to bring light into our relationship."

"I want to have kids..." I say almost in a whisper. "I want to have children with you."

He kisses my head. "Soon, darling. Soon. Not now. I don't want to break your goals. You still need to struggle for your dream."

I nod. "Thank you for waiting. I promise you that I'll marry you after everything."

He exhales. "I will f**k you every day...."

I pat his chest. "Soon, darling. I'll let you devour every inch of me."

He kisses my head again. "Fereine, you don't know what you brought me even just words that comes from your mouth."

"Hmm?" I look at him, confused. "What do you mean?"

He gets my hand. "Would you let me touch me?"

I nod, cupping his face. "I will let you everything, darling."

My hand land on his bulge. His eyes are locked on mine. I can even see the sincerness as my hand rest there. He turns on this fast. My one and only darling became this steely in just a few words. Oh, Cyrex.

"You made me this..." he utters, pressing my hand on his. "And I don't think I could even handle this thing inside me."

"Cy..." my voice sunken as he massages my hand with him. "Cyrex..."

"Fereine..." he calls my name taking off my hand from his. "Fereine Anasco..."

I snake my hand around his neck. The power of this man is unbeatable. First, he did not give up on me even he has the chance to do so. I cannot ask for more, he did everything for me to realize that he's really my man.

"I love you..." His voice is a whole, baritone. "I'll give you myself. I'll satisfy you. Even it would break me into pieces."

My eyes water. "Cy... you don't know what you did to me right now."

He levels our nose. "I'll protect you, no matter what. Always remember that. I'll never give up on you, even you want me to..."

I press my lips to his. He replies instantly as he gets my hand and press on his bulk. I cup my one hand around his nape as he removes the hem of his gown. Guiding my hand to touch him. All of him.

"Close all the curtains," he says panting. "Please, I'm begging you..."

I nod. I pull myself up and close all the curtains sideways. I lock the door. Go back to my man. I can't able to resist his touch. I cup his face as I continue the kiss; his hand guides me back to reach him. I pull myself a few inches just to stare at his gray eyes.

Until my hand reach him.

"Cy..." I say in low, shrilling voice.

His undergarment was removed sideways as he let me cup his. I look at him as he cups my face and shoves his mouth to mine. I reply instantly as my hand massage his; his lips fall apart as I continue what I'm suppose to be doing. His lips clip when he guides my hand to pump him in a brisk, hurry way.

"Cy..." I can't even recognize myself while he continues guiding my hand up and down.

"Fereine..." His voice is tremendous, painfully part his lips as I manage to stroke him deeply. "My love. Please, don't stop."

I look at him. "But you already released them..."

"Please... I'm begging you." His voice is almost in an awe.

I nod forcefully. I don't want to hurt him. But I needed to because he won't let me stop doing it. My hand is beyond sticky as his loads drip on my hand. The size of him is as massive as compare to a two-hundred ml mineral water.

"Cy..." my voice is almost unclear. "Please, let's stop this. I don't want you to look like this. You're in pain..."

"No, darling. I'm good. Don't mind me," he says panting. "Please, don't stop."

I nod concernly. "But if you really can't resist the pain, let me know."

He nods, parting his lips. The exhalation of him is became my scenery. His eyes are half-close as his lips part a few inches; his body is fervently want every motion I did.

In one last stroke, he released them again. My hand is so sticky right now. He takes off from him and scoot to snatch the wipes on the side table. He kisses my hand after he removes all of the liquids. Nothing can be more pretty as your man lets you touch him.

"You're so gummed," I joke.

"That's fine," he says panting, barely.

I tuck the hem upward. Wiping the liquids that stick around his shaft. He's just staring at ma as I do the math. I clean all the leftover until I am done with wiping the stain. I tuck the hem of his underwear. Pull down the gown and watch him closely as I gesture his loads in the wipes.

"You naughty, beast," I jeer.

"Let me sniff," he jokes.

I raise an eyebrow. "You kidding?"

He shakes his head. I sigh and center the wipes in his nose. His lips frown and looks at me in a rascal way. He never ends being him and I like it than feigning it.

"Not bad. It smells like... a detergent," he jokes and I spat his chest. "What? It really is smell like it, darling."

I shake my head, sighing. "Where should I put these?"

He gestured with his hand. "Give it to me."

"Cy..." I warn him.

"Trust me," he says seriously.

I hand him the wipes. And my eyes dilate when he puts them on the table. I gave him a glare as he gets my hand and showers a kiss.

"Thank you..." he says and stoop barely. "I don't know what to do if I lose you, darling. Recently, I was dreaming of losing you and I felt like my world shutdown. I can't lose you, Fereine. I can't..."

"Cy..." my voice hang when he gets my hand and press his face.

"I'd thought that I couldn't able to see you anymore," and he then kiss my hand as the tears fall down his cheeks, gradually.

"Cyrex..." I embrace him as my lips press hi head. "I will not lose you forever. Please, stop crying. It breaks my heart."

I wipe his tears as he smothers his lips in my hand. I feel like my heart warmth as he levels his nose and press my brow. I think I will lose him but thank God, because He gave him one more chance to love me as deep as he can do.

"Fereine," he calls my name, lips trembling. "You're the reason why I want to live again. You gave me the joy that I haven't received from everything."

I let my tears trickle.

"Cy, I'll be here for you. Forever..." I say and kiss his lips.

"I'm your everything, Fereine," and he then replies to my kisses.

My heart is shaking. Can't able to manage the emotion we felt.