The rejected wolf

chapter 7

      2 weeks later…..

Claire's p.o.v

       Life is amazing it couldn't get better than this i am in paradise well when we are doing fun stuff not when we work out I get sore and i hate it but it's better than my old pack.let me catch you up on everything that is going on.  Well first off all i met some amazing people. There is max and you won't believe what i found out about him he is a triplet. Yes you heard me right a triplet can you believe it. It was a day after the incident and he came to visit me but the arora around him wasn't the same it was more like a fun and goofy aurora and when I looked at his eyes they were blue instead of green. But besides that everything looked the same and then he came out of the bathroom and I was really confused then i put it together he was a twin. So i was about to ask about it but then another one came into the room. they all looked  identical except for their eyes. they all have different colored eye.so then i put two and two together and i figured out that they were triplets. if another one comes out i swear to god i would be so amazed but thankfully there wasn't another one.i had gotten close to them call me crazy but I felt a connection to all of them.

     After the triplets (max,thomas or as he goes by tom, and alexander or alex)there was charles and anne wich i found out that it was his mate, and then there was will and emma  and they were also mates most people found their mates here which is kinda a reminder that i don't have one. I let it not get to me but sometimes it does.ih look at me just rambling lets see what was i talking before oh yea about the friends I made. The last person is lucas. Call me crazy but ifelt a connection with all off them I don't know why but i just felt it. Anyway out off our friend group the triplets were the only ones that hadn't found their mate. Lucas and I were both rejected by our mates to be with someone else. You know what would be shocking if his mates left hi for my mate. Yea that that would be such a coincidence.yea well guess what that's what happened. Yup you heard me right can you believe it. The only reason he knew was because like anyone he could feel the pain when his ex mate was intimate with someone except he learned to block the mate bond. Not completely cause sometimes you could feel a  little pinch in your stomach and he felt it the same day i died he didt wabt to tell me but his curiosity is what got him caught he wanted to know the name of my mate and when i told him it was like he confirmed something so i asked him about it and after awhile he got annoyed and he told me that he wanted to see if his mate left him for my mate and that he was right.

    I laughed, I know that it's not a funny situation but you gotta admit the chances of that happening were like  not that much and it happening to us it was just our luck, but we bonded over that and one thing led to another and we are like kinda in a relationship but not really.i am happy but we aren't really ready for a relationship, but we feel like we have a romantic connection.so we promised that we would wait till we are ready and im happy for it.

  I've also  been training and everything  it took a lot of convincing to get them  to let me train. We have been learning how to torcher someone  psychologically and how to get into their head and mess with them menally and emotionally. I had to catch up but i have been doing really good and i am learning really fast so that's good.

   We are going to learn how to fight and defend ourselves in human and wolf form. We are also going to learn how to withstand the pain when they torcher us physically  us so we don't give any information away.that seems fun but you don't get to do that yet and if you don't pass the psychological part that you don't get to move on. And they are teaching  some alphas that are here how to run a pack and everything just so if we ever start a pack we can already know how to do that and we won't struggle. I wasn't gonna take that class because I don't think that anyone would want me as alpha, but the gang said that i should do it because anything could happen so ima try it. Just because  take the class doesn't mean that i'm gonna form a pack right?

    4 weeks later……..

So a lot has happened  in these past few weeks it's been amazing. the people here aren't bad at all,i have heard a lot of rumors of this place and how hey are brutal and that they are all mean but they are all wrong. They are the nicest people I have met. And they are only like that when someone is threatening them. Most of us are just misunderstood by everyone else.

       Ok so let me  tell you what has happened because if i don't know i'm gonna forget. So first of all I have advanced greatly in my class.i am one of the top ‘students’ more like warriors but i have been doing great. And lucas taught me how to block the mate bond and I also learned how to block the twin bond.oh and before i forget me and lucas are officially dating yea you heard me we are dating.

    I know i said that i wasn't ready but one night we were just chilling in our dorm when the same thing happened my ex mate was having s*x with his mate since i hadnt learned how to block it it hurt like a b***h. And this time it was longer. After it I decided that i wasn't gonna let my ex of a mate let me miss out on these great opportunities and one thing lead to another and um well well lets just say that we became official and I lost my virginity to him.

      It was amazing i just it was right and let me tell you it was the best night of my life and he was sure packing own there. And we are learning about each other and we are taking things slow but we are like in the honey moon stage of our relationship we have s*x almost everyday but its not my fault its my wolfs fault.

   She just puts these dirty  images of him in my mind and then it happens 

“Oh shut up it's not like you don't enjoy it when he’s…”

“Ok..ok i do enjoy it but like last time it was hard to walk” 

I blocked her before she gives me any ideas.

Anyway, I have been enjoying my time here as you can tell. I do hate when we have to go work out apparently we are supposed to stay fit but like i'm always sore afterward and i don't like it and it's not like i can skip workouts because lucas always finds me and drags me to the gym.i hate that but he always tries to help me and i really appreciate that. 

  Besides that I really like it here and I hope that in the future it is still as amazing as it is now. I cant believe that  i found some people that i can call family and i just know that my life is going to turn out great nothing can ruin it well...they can...but you get what i am saying it not like its gonna come over here and take me away they think that i am being treated roughly and that i am miserable and i bet they enjoy that idea but oh boy are they wrong.