Serena I have never been a stranger to romance. And no I'm not talking about the bitter toxic tension between two tennagers who are match made by their peers. Romance fuelled with breath zapping passion, unwillingness to let each other's taste fade off the lips, pinned to the tendons of each other's skin. That is my ordeal, that is what I love. Call me old fashioned but I know what I like and I go for what I need. Anything else is a minute promise of bliss that ends in a drought of emotions and thirst. At least that is what I have witnessed. Damien was not that person. He might have been another woman's dream but any thought of him was a nightmare. He had woven his way into my heart and left me wrecked once. I wasn't going to hand him the spinster again. I could feel Matt's searching

