Maddie Derek took my hand and we both stood from the soft cushion. My eyes were on him the entire time as he led me back to that same bedroom. I felt heat rise in my stomach, and I couldn't tell if this was anticipation or hesitation. I love Derek, I really do... but I did last time as well, didn't I..? I was allowed to doubt him wasn't I..? Despite my doubts I let myself be led by him, constantly telling myself to trust him. He was my boyfriend now, and he had showed how different he was, he had shown that he loved me back, there was no reason to doubt him.. His bedroom was close to the balcony we were in, deeper within the hall. As we walked in, that feeling at the bottom of my stomach grew intense, me still unaware of its indication. Without and time wasted, Derek closed and locked

