My stomach churns. I want to scream. I want to claw at him, at myself, at the world. I want to end this. I want to disappear, to cease to exist in this f*****g moment. But I can’t. My body betrays me, my soul is fractured, shattered into pieces that can never be put back together.
This isn’t happening. This can’t be happening.
But it is.
And as I feel the gaze of the crowd settle on me, hungry, desperate, I realize that there is no escape from this. There is no way out of this nightmare. He owns me now. I am his.
100,000 dollars. To use me. To break me. To f**k me.
The tears keep coming, flooding my face like a river. This wasn’t the plan. I tried to memorize my plan and that is to shatter Theodus once and for all because he’s a threat.
I wanted to shatter him and not the other way
