CHAPTER Thirty Nine LISA Point Of View "This is beautiful!" I let out a cry. I was used to thinking aloud at this stage, even though I was alone in my room. I was scrolling through the marketing internet app while sitting in bed with my head propped on the edge of the mattress. I told myself, "This would be the last, I promise," even though I knew it was a lie. I scrolled through a little more and purchased the bag. I hesitated when I noticed one that was beautiful. It took me thirty seconds to order because I kept glancing at it. "Last time, "I ordered more than I could have afforded by the time I was finished. I started looking over the list to see what I could eliminate from my purchase, but I couldn't find anything. I was still unsure about the exact moment my door opened. She wa

