Before Heidi had met Michael, she had gotten involved with a man named Kurt LoBrin, after her divorce. Heidi remained with Kurt for about six years, in which during that time, her mother had succumbed to her illness and died, and Heidi ran off in fear, and enchantment, and a desire to be loved into a cult, that ended up being a bunch of vampiric hypocrites that hid behind the word of God, preaching one thing while practicing the opposite. No practicing what they preached there, and yet it was only because of Heidi's sincere devotion to her higher power, that she was granted grace in seeing the members for what they were, either victims of a psychopathic hierarchy of men, or vampiric beings that hypocritically siphened the life substance through the womb, and the power that was fed to them by devoted believers of there cause. The hierarchy was God and besides them there was no other.
Of course Heidi had not known this at the time, when she blindlessly followed Kurt LoBrin in, not realizing he was one of the recruiting agents for this dark sadistic gang. Kurt LoBrin actually had trolled, Heidi online, and had taken advantage of the fact she appeared, as a single mom; as she unknowingly, made a profile, on some dating site, after her divorce, where she met Kurt from. It is always about the children, and Kurt had originally been hunting children for the cult.
The womb power of the mother, just ensured that the children would be devoured, as their souls sold into perversions that would be perpetrated upon them. How much of a disappointment Heidi had been; being that her children, were kept away from the cult, when she ran off to go join them, and she was able to see every hypocrisy that was preached, and she questioned, according to the word of God, in which she takes seriously.
Needless to say, that was Heidi's long dark journey of her soul, in the hopes that it would come alive and see the light. Thank God she did, even if it took nearly being destroyed on all sides, for her to learn a lesson about love and lust. This was one of the reasons she treasured her marriage to Michael, which was a surprise. Heidi was not looking, and she certainly was not looking in Michael's direction, she had been very resistant until she realized, it was her Lord, giving her a gift of being a true woman, to a true man. Something Heidi just was not familiar with. When it came to men, prior to Michael, Heidi picked some real winners, to say the least. As Heidi's mother used to say to her, for as smart as you are, you sure are dumb. In this area of her life, Heidi had agreed. With Michael it was different, Heidi would have not ever picked him herself, however, her father loved Michael, and God chose him for her.
Heidi heard a rustling, in that moment and glanced out the window. What in the, "Michael", she called, " Look out front, there's that old man again by the dogwood tree, wearing a baseball cap", she cried. " Why does he keep messing with my tree", she asked. "Honey, he's not messing with your tree, there is no one out there". Michael reassured her. " Honey, are you ok, this is the second time, you thought you saw someone, when no one was there?" Michael asked. " Yes, I'm fine, it troubles me that you never seem to ever hear, or see what I see, that is all," Heidi answered. " Well I'm sorry I don't see what you see because it upsets you that I don't see it", Michael answered wisely.
It was getting to be time again for Mimi's early evening walk. Perhaps she would take her for a stroll through the park. As they walked and took in the warm spring breeze, that has the scent of blossoming honeysuckles, and blossoming rose buds. Mmm Heidi inhaled, and the scent took her back to spring days of yesteryear. Heidi saw a Cadillac SUV white in color with tinted windows, suddenly drive by. The car reminded her of Mother Esther's, from the cult group that she had joined with Kurt LoBrin. The cult thrived in fear of the doomsday, and has thought they found a way to even survive it if it were to hit. Just because the car reminded her of Mother Esther's doesn't mean it has anything to do with Mother Esther, or the cult......that would be ridiculous, after all, the cult was all the way in Jacksonville Georgia. They wouldn't be up here what would be the odds of that Heidi told that fleeing thought of Mother Esther. Heidi continued along the way, Mimi took a doody deep in the bushes in which, Heidi considered that a freebie to be washed away back into the Earth, so deep in there, certainly no human or child would play near that, to have to try to find it to bag it up. Heidi liked when Mimi took Doodys like that. She heard a voice coming from the trees. It almost sounded if Heidi didn't know any better, something that seemed to be talking about how Heidi didn't pick up her dogs doody. What, Heidi thought, I can't be hearing this right, it sounds like people speaking in disgust about how Heidi didn't pick up her dogs doody, only the voices sounded from up near the trees. Heidi would have to tell Michael about this one, of course she already knew he wouldn't hear it. Hmmm chuckled Heidi to herself, perhaps only she could have the pleasure of experiencing ultra weird. How many countless dog terds could be numbered all through the ground up and down the various streets, and the trees are going to condemn her for not picking up dog doody done deep in the bushes, probably up against the trunk, of the bush, and a female, and male voice were discussing how gross, and pigish Heidi was for not picking up her dogs doody done deep. Say that four times as fast as you can lol.
Heidi then saw headlights coming down the street from her home. It was that white Cadillac SUV again. Now Heidi really wasn't one for coincidences, she would have to keep her eye out. After all her intuition is telling her there is something not right with the elderly man wearing the baseball cap always near the dogwood tree. Just like her intuition was telling her these increased amounts of seeing elderly people were just odd. In fact, the more pondered on it, the more she was thinking a lot of things lately had been weird. She noticed an increase in black and white SUVs with tinted windows that seemed to constantly drive by, and now Mother Esther look alike car has been spotted, and a strange old man is hanging out in my driveway, always by my dogwood tree. I suppose he just likes my tree, that's all, but what about the trees mad about Mimi's doody. What in the fudge is that all about!? How would one logically explain that?
Heidi came up to her home, and let herself in. The smell of clean linen candles scented the house. Heidi loved the smell of freshness, and cleanliness. It gave her a sense of peace. Heidi believed firmly your home should be your sanctuary, and found in it residing peace, and contentness. " Hey call Matthew, he called while you were out", Michael informed Heidi. Matthew was Heidi's son, who lived across country all the way in Alaska. He was assisting in setting up growing over there for cannabis farming. "Hello there," Heidi cooed into the phone at her firstborn. She proceeded to have an in depth conversation with him as usual. They have always had a good bond, even in times of Heidi's trouble, the love that a mother has for her children can be stronger than any crippling force.
After she got off the phone, Heidi took advantage of her spa in bathtub; and took a nice hot spa bubble jets bath. The jets spraying that water was soothing to her achy hips, and thighs. She added some Epsom salt, for an added touch of goodness. She reflected back on her day, and she had to admit, she had a lot to be thankful for, even when dark days had come, she couldn't see how great the other side could be. At one point Heidi just thought she would die, if she didn't have Kurt LoBrin, or the cult in her life. How troubled she was then, and thankful for the long way she continues to come. Kurt LoBrin was designed to destroy Heidi, and ruin every aspect of love that Heidi had in her life. However, what is designed for evil, will be used for the good of those that love God and remember him. Clearly Heidi's higher power, only reinforced strength, through the dark journey with Kurt LoBrin that she briefly traveled. Trauma being healed at the deepest levels, sometimes takes another wound. to take off the necrotic tissue of the first, bleed it out, and heal back over with fresh pink alive skin.
Heidi stepped out the tub, drained the water, put on her comfy pj's, and headed into her bed where she would drift off into sleep. Mimi's morning walk would come soon enough, and this time she would clean the doody, even if it meant reaching into leaves, and bushes that she would otherwise not bother. She wouldn't give those trees anything to talk about tomorrow. Heidi was drifting off in thankfulness, as she took notice of how comfy her bed felt. She even felt, her bed was so comfy, it could be thrown outside, and as long as her covers, and pillows, were with her, no cold cool outside crisp night air would bother her. It probably would feel good, Heidi thought as she slumbered off into slumber land. She got stirred awake by a humming sound. It almost sounded like something near her window. If she didn't know any better, she might think it was some sort of drone device flying by, and hovering near her window. Let it hover she thought, I'm tired, and I'm not getting out to check, because even if it would be a drone, I don't care. Heidi reasoned. She did note though, that it was indeed odd, and something not noted to be heard before. She couldn't let these things get the better of her, after all, Michael seemed to think it was all nothing, and Michael was pretty logical after all. Bzzzzzzzzz, there it was, that buzzing, humming noise flying by the window again. Heidi had a thought, that they had drones, that went up twenty feet, and they could easily peep in Heidi's, maybe ten foot height window, in her ranch level. I mean let's face it, there was technology that given in the right hands, Heidi was sure could be used to spy on people inside of their homes. Heidi knew technology such as this existed. Why would Heidi be immune? What was the deal with all the weirdness, and high strangeness, and symbolic communications that spoke cult came to mind. Heidi only knew, that whatever it was, she couldn't allow her imagination, to get the better of her. She would just ask Michael to set up one of his motion detectors, and perhaps she would start watching, and taking better note, at the happenings, taking place around her. If she would have thought, to get the license plate, on that white Cadillac SUV, then she could have compared, and then perhaps a basis for argument. As of right now, she has a bunch of hooey, hooey, because no definitive proof to say, that was the same car from earlier. Heidi would be more mindful, to better assess her environment.