Dan lay with his back to Bill, who was spooned against him. His even breathing told Dan that Bill was asleep. Dan couldn’t sleep, however. He lay on his side, staring without seeing at the digital clock on the bedside table. Dan wasn’t capricious by nature, yet he seemed to be becoming the poster child for the gay love at first sight movement. He’d just had mind-blowing s*x with another man, and before either of them climaxed Dan had decided he loved Bill. As Dan lay watching the blinking light ticking away the seconds of the night, he wondered what was wrong with him that he gave his heart to every man he slept with. He wanted to find a partner, a long-term, committed relationship, and all he’d done was have a series of brief encounters that hadn’t ended well. He rationalized it wasn’t

