Alexandra.
After the funeral, Eros remained on autopilot; his father's death had hit him hard.
He spent his time locked in his office, treating everyone badly, even me, but I always ended up telling him off. Our relationship was on pause; I didn't want this to affect us, but it clearly was.
Eros distanced himself from me, and once again, I felt like nothing more than a nuisance to him.
With all the work piling up and taking care of Harriet, I didn’t have much time to sit and dwell on it, so I decided to give him his space. Still, I couldn’t shake off how Martha had been acting; days after the funeral, it was like she hadn’t even become a widow.
I couldn't even talk about this with Eros, since, as I said, he's still on autopilot.
My mother would come home to help with Harriet, and we
