Eros. I left Alex with Harriet. Alexandra thought I was foolish enough to believe that silly lie about why she was crying. I know it's because of Harriet and the relationship I've forged with the little one. I could see them through the mirror, but I didn’t want to give in. Yet, as soon as I heard the baby's cry, I couldn't resist; she wasn't to blame for her damn mother being a b***h. I loved this girl like she was my own. I’d try not to let her be caught in the middle again. I reverted to being the bastard Alexandra despises so much. Until I can focus on something else, I won’t be able to crawl out of this dark hole I’ve been in since my father’s death. I respected my father, I loved him. He was always strict with me, but it's for that reason that I'm where I am, being the head of

