Alexandra. My life was a mess. Diapers over here, bottles over there, and cups of Harriet's water everywhere. I was going crazy. And it's only been two months. I still can't get used to having two babies, but I was the happiest I could be. Maryse was still living here, which made things a bit easier, but we both went crazy with so many kids. It was funny but very tiring. Enzo started coming over more often, helping me with Harriet. I tried to dissuade him, but he insisted. Harriet calls him Tito, so I couldn't do anything. He had won her over. I felt exhausted, but I was happy. But I still had this lingering worry about Eros. Maryse knew nothing, and no one at the base gave her any information. Everything was wrong. I had to keep telling myself nothing bad was happening. He

