The Day I killed Myself

Against the odds

The Day I killed myself ,

we all have our odds in life and for me my whole life is an odd !. You know those characters in movies who are just made to suffer and then gets a sad ending I am that .

Now u might think what happened so there is a huge story of my life infact my whole life is a story a story which is full of sufferings

And that's why we sometimes decide to Give up . And I too decided it . The Day I killed myself

so let's dive deep into this

The story start when I was 5 I grew up in. India a country full of cultures . Since my childhood my house was not less than a fighting ring the fights between my parents and brother and me like u would have been traumatized . U know that line bytl Tyaylor Swift "He wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me "

unfortunately that was not the only struggle I had , i was bullied badly due to my skin tone well and I was just 10 yrs old . I was an academically good child so expectations are alway high of my parents from me .

Due to a rough childhood I grew up having a lot of Insecurities and voices inside me

And that too wasn't my fault . And apart from that I had no friends, i was so lonely I used to sit and wonder what would it be if someone just hugged me or asked me how I am but no , no one is there I am alone I have to suffer alone always I disappointed everyone in my life.

And that was the day i killed myself

the day I killed myself , I fell in love with life I found my true self , I started enjoying my company and enjoy the failures of my life I started being the boring person for everyone and led life my way . I made a comeback and made my parents happy .

And that was The Day I killed Myself

~Misha