It's already three am but I am still wide awake. The s*x that I had with Clinton kept on replaying in my mind like a broken tape. I tried to shut my eyes but it was no use because no matter how hard I try to fall asleep... I can't.
I can't sleep knowing that I gave myself to another man. I couldn't sleep because I kept on imagining my father's disappointed face if he learned about this. Adam and Madie's dismay and above all, Andrew's disgusting look if he found out that I slept with his brother.
I don't know if he will ever forgive me for my reckless decision.
I turn on all the lights but I am still stuck in the darkness. I just watched the clock hands move. I stared at it blankly while my tears continue to fall.
When my phone rang I woke myself up from dozing off.
Andrew's calling me
