Lost.
That is the word that could perfectly define my life. I have nowhere to go. I am ashamed of facing my father because I feel like I am a failure again. I sacrifice a lot just to build a relationship with Andrew, I even chose Andrew over my father but look where did it get me?
I ended up losing myself and losing my path. I wanted to build a new one for the sake of my child but I have no idea where to start.
Using my last money I booked a hotel. I will use this night to clear my mind to plan my life.
The receptionist gave me my room keys and I thanked her before leaving the lobby.
It took me a while before finding my room and my arms already felt numb from carrying the box.
When I reach my room I took a deep breath before putting the box down. I sat at the edge of the bed and busi
