As soon as I was done, I resumed staring at my notes. A while later, Matthew returned to get the plates. His soft "good girl" coiled a tiny bit of warmth in my chest, but it did nothing to dispel the icy chill. It took some time, but eventually it did. To keep myself occupied, I read over my notes once more, turning the pages every few minutes. It wasn't until Mathew walked in and turned on the light that I realized it was becoming dark outside. I blinked rapidly against the unexpected brightness, but I kept my gaze averted as he came closer. He said, "Brush your teeth and get ready for bed." It was too early for that, but I wasn't planning on doing anything anyhow. It seemed like a decent plan to go to sleep. Once again, I gave a satisfied nod. I followed his advice and nestled mys

