His breath was still warm against my ear, and my heart was still thudding against my ribs like a hammer. Kaelen didn’t move. He didn’t pull away. He stayed right there, in my personal space, waiting for me to crack.
I forced my body to become a statue. In my years of training as an assassin, I had learned how to shut off my emotions. I had learned how to become "The Ice Mask." To the outside world, I was just a girl standing still. Inside, I was fighting a war to keep my wolf from lunging at his throat.
Kaelen moved his hand from my chin. Instead of letting go, he began to trace the line of my jaw with a single, calloused finger. His touch was slow and agonizingly deliberate. He was looking for a shiver, a flinch, or the slightest change in my expression.
"You’re very quiet, Nyx," he whispered. He stepped back just enough to look at my face, but he kept his finger moving along my skin. "Too quiet. Most wolves would be snarling by now. Most wolves would be showing me their teeth."
I kept my eyes fixed on the wall behind him. I didn't look at his amber eyes. I didn't look at his lips.
"I'm a mercenary, Alpha," I said, my voice as cold and flat as a grave. "I'm not here to growl. I'm here to work."
Kaelen let out a short, dry laugh. It was a cruel sound. "Work? You don't even smell like a wolf. You smell like a apothecary's shop. It makes me wonder what you really are."
He walked over to a dark wooden desk near the fireplace. He picked up a silver letter opener. It was long, sharp, and glinted in the firelight. He turned it over in his hands, watching me carefully.
"Maybe you aren't a wolf at all," he mused, his voice mocking. "Maybe you’re just a human playing dress-up in a monster’s world. A little scavenger hoping to find some scraps in my castle."
I didn't answer. I knew he was trying to bait me. He wanted me to get angry. He wanted me to defend my honor. But I had no honor left—only my mission.
"Let's find out," he said.
Kaelen did something I didn't expect. He turned the letter opener and drove the sharp edge into the palm of his own hand.
I flinched internally, but I didn't move a muscle. Red, thick blood began to well up in his palm. The scent hit me like a physical blow.
It was the smell of an Alpha. It was powerful, intoxicating, and smelled like cedar trees and a coming storm. To a werewolf, the blood of an Alpha is the ultimate test. It triggers the predator inside. It makes you want to submit, or it makes you want to feast.
My inner wolf went absolutely wild. She was screaming in my head, scratching at my ribs to get out. She wanted to taste that blood. She wanted to claim it. My White Wolf was a royal, and she recognized the power in him.
Kaelen stepped toward me, his bleeding hand held out. He stopped right in front of me and pressed his wet, bloody palm against my lips.
The heat of his blood smeared across my mouth. It was warm and metallic.
"Drink, little ghost," Kaelen commanded, his voice dropping into a low growl. "Show me the predator hiding behind those dead eyes."
This was the hardest thing I had ever done. The instinct to shift was so strong that my bones felt like they were vibrating. I could feel my canines wanting to lengthen. I could feel my eyes wanting to glow.
I fought it back with everything I had. I stared straight through him, keeping my eyes dull and empty. I didn't lick my lips. I didn't react. I let his blood sit there, staining my skin, while I remained as cold as stone.
I needed him to believe I was nothing. I needed him to think I was a "Beta-level" drone—a wolf with no ambition, no pride, and no fire. If he thought I was weak, he would lower his guard.
We stayed like that for a long minute. Kaelen’s eyes were searching mine, looking for a spark of life. He was using every ounce of his Alpha power to break me.
Finally, he pulled his hand away. He looked disappointed, but also satisfied in a strange way. He wiped his hand on a black cloth, his eyes never leaving mine.
"Nothing," he muttered. "No hunger. No fire. Just a hollow shell."
He turned his back on me and walked over to a basin of water to wash the blood from his hand. I felt a tiny surge of relief. I had done it. I had convinced the Butcher that I was just a boring, scentless mercenary.
"You’re a good tool, Nyx," Kaelen said as he dried his hands. "Disciplined. Quiet. You don't let your wolf lead you. That’s rare."
I bowed my head slightly, playing the part. "I do as I am told, Alpha."
"Good," he said. He turned around, and there was a dark glint in his eyes that I didn't like. "Since you’re so disciplined, you’ll start your guard rotation immediately."
He walked toward the doors, but stopped before he opened them. He looked back at me over his shoulder.
"You won't be on the walls or at the gate," he said casually. "You’ll be stationed inside my bedroom tonight. Right at the foot of my bed."
My heart stopped. This wasn't part of the plan.
"Alpha?" I stammered, my mask slipping for just a second.
"I need someone who doesn't get distracted by their wolf," Kaelen said with a cold smirk. "And you’ve proven you can stand still for hours. Don't worry, Nyx—I’m a very light sleeper. If you even breathe too loudly, I'll know."
He pushed the doors open and walked out, leaving me standing in the middle of the room with his blood still drying on my lips.
I was going into his bedroom. It was exactly what I wanted—the perfect chance to kill him.
So why did I feel like I was the one who had just walked into a trap?