Her memories still haunted me at times. My darkness always buried the memories deep inside me. This time I didn't try to hold back what I always felt.
Doctor Alan was right. I've been keeping too many negative emotions inside me when Chelsea ended everything between us that was the day I snapped and I released all my anger.
Everything I was holding onto I just let go the doctors let me vent out my anger for f*****g six months like some physco.
But I was glad for it.
Everything that haunted me was just a phase of my life that I didn't want to remember just like the redhead I knew.
But she still haunts my dreams. And sometimes I feel like I can't escape.
She drowns me and I fight her back but I'll get over it.
Both of us were just kids but I was grown a*s man now she didn't mean anyt
