~YULIA My intake of breath became too heavy for me to handle. Yara danced restlessly within me as memories I did not recognize began to plague my mind. There was so much darkness and it was not alone. It seemed to have been built on pain and fear. This made me feel cold, so cold that I started trembling. "What's happening to me?" I cried as I tried to push all the thoughts away. But this time, they were replaced with the cries of my victims. I could hear them screaming and crying because I was the one inflicting pain on them. "Why did you do this?" I heard the voices cry. "She's a monster!" They roared. I closed my hands against my ears to stop the voices. . .but it was a futile attempt because the voices only got louder. My heart started pounding this time and

