~YULIA
My mind was a jumbled mess.
I was pacing my room in circles. I couldn't get back to sleep and I could not stop pacing either. I had chewed off all the nails that I had managed to grow but it did not help me feel any better.
I was panicking all over.
"Perhaps a bath will help me feel better," I muttered to myself.
Then I ran into my bathroom and washed myself clean over and over again. I did not know it when I started crying in the shower. I felt like a complete slut. Why did I let myself do this? Why did I think with my lust instead of my brain?
I trembled and cried for so long in the shower and eventually stepped out of it. It was pointless. I could not stay here forever.
The memory of last night came back to me and shame scattered across my veins. It was not
