Angel's POV
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Three, I take a deep breath. I have been counting up to three to breathe because I forgot how to at one point and passed out. That has to be my second favorite aspect of yesterday, I keep reminding myself I may have lost my son with Adrian but I have another cute little boy that needs me breathing. Thinking of what Adrian's and my son could have been like, the things we would do together, how I would raise him with Adrian has me feeling depressed. I only now realise how much of an absent mother I've been to my oldest son, it's unfair that I was prepared to do so much more for another child but this was my second chance at it all, to be a good, loving, focused parent, it was my second chance at motherhood.
Adrian left Camilla for me yesterday and I liked that. I kn
