Enter Sabine

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The woman arrived at the studio the next morning while Jessica was still learning to load film without fogging it, cursing quietly at a stubborn spool, and something about the newcomer's easy familiarity with the space made her whole body go alert before her brain caught up to why. "Finn Marchetti." The woman leaned against the doorframe like she owned it, a slow smile spreading. "Heard you were back in town. Should've known you'd pick the one summer I'm visiting my mother to finally show your face again." "Sabine." Finn's voice had gone carefully neutral, the same flat register Jessica remembered from their very first day, before she'd learned to hear the warmth underneath it. "Didn't know you were in town." "Clearly." Sabine's gaze slid to Jessica, unhurried, cataloguing. "And who's this? New assistant?" "Jessica's helping with the book," Finn said, before Jessica could answer for herself, something protective in his shoulders that Jessica noted. "Jessica, this is Sabine. Old friend." "Old friend," Sabine repeated, amused, like the phrase was doing a lot of quiet work. "That's one word for it." The air in the small studio went strange and charged. Jessica recognized the tightness climbing her own spine as jealous unfamiliar, unwelcome, this fast, over a man she'd known barely two weeks. "I should let you two catch up," she said, setting the spool down with more care than it needed. "Don't rush off." Sabine's smile widened. "Finn and I go way back. Practically grew up on this beach together, didn't we? Before you went off and got all serious about your art and forgot how to have fun." "That's not what happened, Sabine." "Isn't it?" Something flickered behind Sabine's eyes before the easy performance slid back into place. "Anyway. Heard about the book. Very impressive. Very serious. Always did like watching you take yourself so seriously." Jessica watched Finn's jaw tighten, watched him choose, deliberately, not to rise to whatever old argument Sabine was reopening. "We were just about to head out," he said, gathering his camera with more urgency than the morning light required. "Point's got good tide this early." "Of course it does." Sabine pushed off the doorframe, unbothered by the obvious dismissal. "I'm around all summer, Finn. Mom's not doing great, so. Plenty of time to catch up properly." Her gaze flicked back to Jessica. "Nice to meet you, assistant. Good luck with the book." She left the way she'd arrived, entirely certain of her own welcome, and the studio felt smaller in her absence. "Old friend," Jessica repeated once the door closed. "It's complicated." He busied himself with a lens cap that didn't need adjusting. "We dated. Years ago, before I left for the city. Ended badly she wasn't ready for anything real, I wasn't patient enough to wait around and find out if she'd ever be. We've orbited each other every summer since. Never quite friends, never quite finished." "She seems very confident that's still true." "Sabine's confident about everything. Doesn't mean she's right." He looked at her, something earnest cutting through the neutral tone. "It's over, Jessica. Has been for years. Whatever she's implying , that's not where I am. Not anymore." "You don't have to explain yourself to me." "I want to, though." The admission cost him something. "Don't want you walking out of here thinking there's something unfinished between me and anyone but you." The word you landed with a weight that warmed her chest, the jealousy curdling into something else fierce, unfamiliar gladness that he'd bothered to say it at all. "Okay," she said, and meant it. But some small, watchful part of her, the part that had learned six weeks ago exactly how quickly a woman's confidence in a man's fidelity could turn out to be catastrophically misplaced, filed Sabine away carefully, alongside that unhurried smile and the particular way she'd said nice to meet you, assistant, like a challenge she fully intended to follow through on. Jessica told herself it was nothing. She almost believed it. They walked to the point in silence for the first stretch, Finn's jaw still tight from the encounter, and it was Jessica, in the end, who broke it. "For what it's worth," she said, "you don't have to perform being unbothered for my sake either." He glanced at her, something surprised flickering across his face. "What do you mean?" "I mean you've got a whole history with that woman, and it's allowed to still sting a little, even if none of it changes anything about us. You don't have to pretend she rolled off you like water just to reassure me." Something in his shoulders eased at that, like she'd handed him permission he hadn't known he needed. "It does sting a little," he admitted. "Not because I want her back. Because it's strange, watching somebody you used to plan a whole life with treat the wreckage of it so casually. Like it was nothing. Like three years just evaporates." "I get that," Jessica said, and meant it more than she expected to. "Jonah's got a version of our four years where I barely register as a person who existed independently of him. It's disorienting, hearing your own history get rewritten by somebody who was supposedly there for it." "Exactly that." He reached for her hand, lacing their fingers together as they walked. "Thanks for not making me pretend today didn't happen." "Wouldn't dream of it." She squeezed his hand. "Besides, I think Sabine did us a favor, honestly. Nothing clarifies a thing faster than watching someone try to reclaim it in front of you." He laughed at that, low and genuine, some of the morning's tension finally draining out of him. "That's an unreasonably generous read of the whole situation." "I contain multitudes," Jessica said, echoing something he'd said to her once, and felt him laugh again, harder this time, the two of them walking the rest of the way to the tide pools with the easy, unbothered rhythm of two people who'd just survived their first real test together and come out the other side, if not unscathed, at least still holding hands.
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