Kana’s POV
Man this has been a ride of a lifetime for me. Ever since I met Allister things have been a bit of a roller coaster. Always ups and downs, never just a simple life. I mean I can never be someone so simple anymore. Sometimes I think to myself maybe I am not fit for this. Maybe I should have just rejected him in the first place. Maybe this is just not for me at all. I was supposed to finish school and travel. I have a son now and I am a queen of three kingdoms which I now barely know about. Half of the time of me being queen for all kingdoms I have been gone most of it. I’m so confused. I don’t even really know if I want this anymore. Did I jump too quickly ?
“Why do you think of all that?” Clary asks me
“Clary! I have missed you. Where have you been?” I ask her
“I’ll upd
