December 10, 2019 It's been two months since we celebrated Kai's 20th birthday even if his actual birthday had been back in March. I had wanted to throw him a party then to get his mind off of Rick but the bastard ruined my plans and then I had forgotten about it until Caden came up to me and sat me down saying 'I want to throw Kai a surprise party even if it's been months since he had turned 20 so he deserves it after everything that he's been threw since he got here,' I, of course, agreed because he was right. Kai deserves that and much more. He deserves the f*****g world and I'll be damn if he doesn't get it. His smile as he looked at the decorations all around the yard was priceless. He had the biggest smiles I have ever seen in his beautiful face and my god did my heart swell tenth

