Asteria's POV
The party had been going in full swing. I didn't even recognize myself because I was having way too much fun. Mandy was still putting on her show on the stage having men fall on their knees at the sight of her, throwing different currencies to her.
She was really good and I was proud of my best friend.
I had been drinking, I was far from being drunk but I wasn't sober either, at least not enough to forget Xavier's absence.
However Landon and I have been having a nice time. He had been giving me series of drinks to try, some awful while others extremely tasty. He made me laugh and almost made me forget I had anxiety at parties.
I still could not go to the dance floor like others, just the mere contact from people could grant me a panic attack and I wasn't ready for th
