Asteria's POV.
The day I had been dreading had come.
I had been postponing this day since I moved, it always brought back ugly memories and I hated reliving them but I could no longer avoid the day.
The day of my monthly check up.
I know you might be wondering why I was afraid of something as simple as going for a check up. I wasn't afraid of the check up but of the reason behind it.
It was something I had tried to forget and I almost did but each time I looked into my calendar and saw the date which I had circled, my stomach would drop in dread and my heart would ache.
No one knew of this monthly check up, not even Mandy. I was ashamed of myself and didn't know how to tell her.
It all started with Jude. Every bad thing started with him and each time this day rolled around, I
