"Dear diary" "You will not believe it, but I won the school talent show. I sang "once upon a December", It just felt right. that's a song from a children movie, but to me it means much more. It's one of my first memories, and even though I can not explain, it connects me with someone I have loved very deeply. I don't know who that lovely lady from my memories is, but I often see her on my dreams. She is like a mother figures, she is so tender, so dear to me. I did not expect to win at all, I was very happy. But my happiness lasted shortly. When we got home, Rose broke my trophy. I don't understand her behavior, often she looks like a lunatic. I am not competing with her, I have never done something to hurt or attack her, but yet somehow she sees me as her enemy, not her sister. Our fat

