Lana pov
I woke up late at the morning. I used to be an early riser always, but pregnancy has made me feel sleepy all the time. And beside, I don't have much to do during the day, so I sleep.
It's not that I wake up happy everyday, but today I didn't feel like getting up of the bed at all. It's my birthday today. I had totally forgotten about it, I saw the calendar two days ago and it reminded me that I will be 23 soon.
I hate my birthday, every year is like a slap in the face, to remind me how lonely I am. Since I can remember, I never had a birthday party. When I was a little girl, living in the streets, I didn't know even when my birthday was. But John and I had this rule, we chose a day and once a year John would get me a small cupcake, wishing me happy birthday. He was the only o
