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Dinner was a feast. Ten dishes and a soup. The table groaned under the weight of it all. Steamed fish, braised meat, vegetables arranged like art on porcelain plates. More food than I'd seen in a single meal in my entire life. But everything was bland, on account of Chloe's heart condition. No salt, no spice, no flavor. Just a careful, tasteless spread designed to protect one girl's fragile heart — the girl who wasn't even here yet, who'd been sent to rest in her room while the rest of us sat down to eat. I took a bite of steamed fish. It was so plain it tasted like cotton. I chewed mechanically, forcing it down. Food was food. I'd eaten worse. I'd eaten cold leftovers scraped off restaurant plates, and I'd been grateful for them. "Vera, how… how were things over there?" Eleanor asked cautiously. Her voice was careful, hesitant, like she was afraid of the answer. Or maybe afraid of asking the question at all. "Over there" meant my foster parents' house. The word "foster" felt wrong in my mouth. There'd been nothing fostering about that place. It was just a roof and four walls and two adults who'd never wanted me. I set down my chopsticks. "Didn't you already investigate?" After the DNA results came back, they'd definitely looked into my living situation. Otherwise they wouldn't have found me so fast. Rich people always did their homework. Before they'd even met me, they probably had a folder somewhere with my whole life in it — every school, every job, every address. They knew exactly who I was. They just didn't want to hear it out loud. "We just want to hear it from you." Edward said. Right. Because hearing it from a file wasn't the same as hearing it from the daughter they'd failed. They wanted me to say it, so they could feel the full weight of their guilt. I smiled. "My foster dad gambles. My foster mom plays cards. I started working at ten, and by fifteen I was paying for their son's school." The words came out flat, like I was reading from a report. And maybe that's what made it worse — the calmness of it. No tears, no accusations, just the facts. "You probably know the details better than I do." I picked up my chopsticks and went back to my fish. The silence at the table was heavier than the food. They knew, of course. They'd read the file. They'd seen the addresses, the schools, the part-time jobs, the medical records. They knew the whole ugly story, laid out in neat rows by whatever investigator they'd hired. But reading it in a file was one thing. Hearing it from my mouth, in my flat, matter-of-fact voice, was another thing entirely. And I could see it, in the way Eleanor's hands stilled over her plate, in the way Edward's jaw tightened, in the way Oliver suddenly found something fascinating in his soup. The guilt. The realization that all those cold, clinical facts had been my actual life. Eleanor's eyes went red. "I'm sorry, Vera. It's all Mom's fault…" Tears welled up in her eyes. Genuine ones, I think. For the first time, she looked at me and saw something that broke her a little. But it was too late for that. Too late by eighteen years. "We're eating," Oliver cut her off. "This is killing my appetite." Of course. My suffering was ruining dinner. That was the real crime here. I looked at him. "Is my past that embarrassing to you, big brother?" "That's not what I meant." "Then what did you mean?" "Ah!" Chloe suddenly clutched her chest, face pale. "M-my heart… it hurts." Right on cue. Like she'd been waiting for the perfect moment to interrupt, and she'd found it. The whole family swarmed around her. Eleanor: "Take your medicine, quick!" Edward: "Should we go to the hospital?" Oliver: "I'll call the family doctor!" Three voices, three people, all of them instantly forgetting I existed. The daughter they'd been apologizing to a second ago was now invisible. I kept eating. Didn't even put down my chopsticks. I chewed my tasteless fish and watched the show. If they wanted to perform, I wasn't going to stop them. I'd just watch and take notes. Her acting's worse than it was earlier. A person actually having a heart attack wouldn't have that much strength to yell. Real heart attacks don't announce themselves with a dramatic cry. They hit you silent and sudden, steal your breath, turn your face gray. I knew that. I'd seen it. Let alone time it perfectly to the exact moment Oliver and I started arguing. The timing was too perfect. The second the conversation turned against her, her "heart" acted up. Convenient, wasn't it? Impeccable timing. The family doctor arrived soon after. A man in a crisp white coat, summoned on a moment's notice for the princess. He took her pulse, listened to her heart, did all the usual things. Checked her and said it was just emotional stress. Rest and she'd be fine. Just emotional stress. In other words, nothing was actually wrong. She'd cried wolf, and the whole family had come running. I'd seen this exact routine a hundred times before, in a hundred different kitchens. A child acts up, the adults rush in, and the one person who was telling the truth gets drowned out by all the noise. The only difference here was the price tag. At my foster parents' house, a "family emergency" meant my foster dad had lost another hand of poker. Here, it meant the princess had felt a twinge of something and everyone had to drop everything to make sure she was okay. Same drama. Different wallpaper. I finished my fish in silence while the doctor packed up his bag and the family hovered over Chloe like she'd just come back from the dead. The whole thing was so familiar it was almost comforting. Almost. If I closed my eyes, I could pretend I was back at the restaurant, listening to a drunk customer's sob story from the next table over, waiting for my shift to end. That's what this felt like. A shift. Just another performance to sit through, another scene to endure, before I could finally clock out and be alone. Except here, I couldn't clock out. Here, the shift never ended. This was my life now, apparently — a never-ending dinner theater where I was cast as the villain, whether I wanted the part or not. Fine. If I was going to be the villain in their little play, I'd be the best damn villain they'd ever seen. Eleanor carried Chloe upstairs. Edward and Oliver followed. A whole procession up the stairs, one fragile girl supported by three devoted guardians. It would've been touching, if it weren't so pathetic. The huge dining room was left with just me. The table stretched out before me, ten dishes and a soup, most of it untouched. All that food, and no one left to eat it but the girl they'd all forgotten. A maid started clearing the table. I waved her off. "I'm not done." She hesitated, then bowed and stepped back. The staff knew how to read a room, even if the family didn't. I was already full, honestly. My stomach was tight, and not just from the food. It was the kind of full that came from swallowing things you didn't want to feel. But I wanted to sit here and finish this — my first dinner in my biological parents' house. I'd waited eighteen years for this meal. I wasn't going to let them take it from me too. Even if it was alone. My phone buzzed. A message from my foster mom. "You little brat, where's the money? Where's this month's allowance?" The words glowed on the screen, as ugly as the woman who'd sent them. Eighteen years of raising me, and this was the whole of our relationship — a monthly demand for cash. I blocked her. One tap, and she was gone. It felt better than it should have. From now on, I'm not giving a single cent to anyone. Not to the woman who starved me and called it parenting. Not to the man who gambled away my childhood. Not to anyone who'd never once asked if I was okay. The only money I'd ever spend from now on was on the one person who'd actually loved me.
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