Cole's POV
He had spent the past week locked up in his office. He hadn't slept in his own room since Katrina left, instead sleeping in one of his guest rooms. He had tried the first night when he returned from the search; but the amount of pain and longing he felt when he walked in there was to much.
He had brought a few of her old clothes into his new room. Letting her scent at least calm him, but the smell was gone after the first month.
He felt like he was falling apart. He wasn't himself anymore. With Katrina gone he got brought to anger so much easier. Snapping at people who were just trying to help. Trying to keep Zane in check was nearly impossible. There were a few times that Zane had nearly taken over with the sole intent of killing someone. Preferably Crystal.
His heart jus
