Two years back
It is surprising what you miss after it's gone. I never thought that I could live without being able to watch television, but I am doing just fine. I guess that the real problem is freedom. I took it for granted for so long, and now that I am without it, it really irks me. Choosing what to eat was a totally mundane chore out in the world, but even this has been taken from me. Now I eat what they put on my tray, because if I don't, there will be no more food until the next meal.
Three days ago I went on a drinking binge, and became so depressed that I tried to end my own life by overdosing on pills. I was feeling shitty about life in general, and about my life in particular after drinking my way through most of a fifth of Jack Daniels, when I downed whatever was left in my
