Chapter 10
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ELIZA POV
As we get home, i can't help but think how do we tell elisa that she has only ten year to live and still i can't come up with a better excuse on how to tell her, maybe we all go as a family with max family to tell her atleast all her love ones we be there or we all gather together and open her own fashion place where she can make all the clothes she want so she be happy even if it just ten year.
what am i even thinking she is not going to die in ten year, am going to do everything in my power to save her so why am i even thinking on how to tell her
because you are not even sure if you can save her, you don't even know how, my conscience was tell me.
you better shut up if you know what good for you okay and she know what good for her and she shut up but come to think of it where do i start looking for cure when i have read all the book i know and still nothing, what am i going to do
i don't even know that i have been standing by the front door since thinking until dad touch me and i look at him
are you okay dear
yes dad am fine just thinking on how we are going to tell elisa that she has only ten year to live
i know dear, i have been thinking about it too dear and i still have not come up with a better idea
same here dad and what am afraid of more, is she going to be very angry with us or what, i just don't know and it so confusing
it going to be alright dear, we are going to think something
yea dad we need to
why don't you go to bed and rest and i lock up everywhere before i go to bed okay dear
okay dad, good night
good night too dear, i love you
love you too dad and as i go to my room, i can't help but go to elisa room first and i just stand there looking at everything and thinking what if i fail to save her and she died in the next ten years, how am i going to cope without elisa by my side, how am i going to live knowing elisa died saving me how, i keep asking my self and the answer i got is i don't know
i don't even know how i slept up in elisa room. the only thing i saw was my tear which as soaked elisa pillow from all the crying i have been crying
i got up ready to go to my room and i decided to check up on dad to see if he has slept already and as i got close to his room, i could hear sneezing and i put my ear to his door and i could hear that dad was crying and i was heartbroken
this is all my fault, why was i born stronger than normal kid my age, why just why. if i wasn't strong that auora will not have wanted my power and elisa will not have ten years to live, why me
i left dad room and i went to my room and i start thinking again if i was that strong why can't i be able to save my sister, what was this power for if i can't save my loved ones
i don't even know when sleep took over me still thinking about my problem, when i open my eyes again everywhere was so bright i guess it day break but my eyes were itching, i think it from all the cry i cry yesterday
i went down stair and i saw dad nowhere, i guess he already went to the hospital and i went to the kitchen, on my way to the kitchen i saw that there is food on the dinning, it look like dad prepared food before going to the hospital and i saw a note on the dinning table and i read it
good morning dear, i saw that you were still sleeping and i guess you were tired so i make breakfast make sure you eat up okay and i already went to the hospital so take care love dad
am so sad for dad pretending everything is okay and cry when know body is around, i guess he want to be the man of the house and be strong for us
i have my breakfast and went back upstair to have my bath and after having my bath, i just put on a jean and a top and sneakers and i left the house
i went straight to the library and went to history side to see if i can find a solution there maybe it happen to someone before and there was a cure, i just need to keep searching maybe today might be my lucky day who knows
i went on reading any book my hands and eyes could find and still nothing but i made a promise to my self never give up so am not going to give up
i keep reading and reading until it was noon and left the library but not before collecting some books that am going to read when i get home, i just can't give up. there must be something somewhere i just need to keep looking that all
as i left the library i thought where should i go, home or hospital but i don't want to see elisa like that knowing am keeping secret from her and i can't go home because i don't want elisa to think there is something going on, am just confuse but i have to decide
i decided to go to hospital, i do miss elisa so why don't i see her even if it just for a few hours and i go home to read some books to see what i can find
as i got to the hospital i saw mom and dad outside elisa room and i was like why are there outside her room instead of inside
mom is everything okay
eliza dear, we told her already and she is so mad and she is sad, she refuse to stop crying
and i just stand there looking at my mom and dad and i don't know what to do, was she regreting saving me or what but i know i can't blame her, it alot to take in and i decided to talk to her, let me know her mind and i face the door ready to open it
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