BREATHE
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I always wake up very early so that I could get to class earlier than everyone.Even knocking off I make sure that everyone has left except a few teacher that's when I leave.I have a busy day today.Bluestone high school is on the neutral ground,meaning kids from both packs can attend.There are strict rules that we follow within school and teachers are from both woolstone pack and bluemoon.I don't know how but we manage working together without killing each other.
I have english literature test in the third period,am not worried about it I love reading.Like I had a choice , growing up indoors doesn't give a lot of choices for fun.So I began to read until I could read anything.
I always sit at the back in the left corner of the class and to avoid attention I wear baggy cloths and big glasses which are totally fake.I always hide my hair in hoodies I think no one even knows my hair colour.
We are in the last period, which is mathematics, I don't know how they can put math in the last period.I was just about to lift my head to the front, and then I felt his presence. It can not be anyone else, and I don't even know how I can feel him.He walks in like he owns the entire dam world. Jace is the soon to be alpha of bluemoon pack.I don't even know how arrogance looks so good on him. What a my thinking ?I am losing it.Everything about this guy feels dangerous ,his arrogance,his scent,his handsome face. I mean, how can a person be that hot.werewolfs are naturally good-looking among all creatures, but jase, it's not fair. I was thinking with my head down,because the last time I had eye contact with him my body was on fire and all I wanted was him to touch me.To be honest the desire for his touch is painful and I think the only way to stop the pain is that which I cannot do.
He sat down but I could feel is eyes on me for the reason I don't know and I don't want to find out.I don't even know why he comes to school because he completed school Last year,maybe he is looking for his mate considering he will be assuming the role of alpha very soon.I was thinking not even realizing that It is time to go.I let everyone walk out of class and the school begins to be quiet because almost everyone has left,that's when I walk out of class to go home.I was just getting down the stairs when I felt him again,its like my body has it's own mind,what the he'll.
Dee, right? I heard him say.I did not even want to answer him,I walked as fast as my legs could take me.Thats when he shouted STOP,in my mind I was like, what the hell is happening?I really don't like where this is going.He walked slowly towards me and I could feel the heat from his body.Godess why do you have to put me through this?
I really wanted to shout STOP ! but what came out of my mouth was a whisper,but I am sure he heard me ,I could not feel him coming to me anymore.Dee!he called my name, "Can we talk?" no!it came out so loud.I do not want to talk, so please just go.You can't even look at me? a my that bad? bad?does he have any idea what he does to me.Right now, I can barely hold myself together.Okey Dee, maybe not now but you and I need to talk.
He left, and I can finally breathe. I practically went running to auntie mary,I cant do this anymore.She was standing at the door waiting for me,like always.I could see her smile fading away as she took one look at me,I know but am also scared as hell.She hugged me so tight, I always complain but to day this is exactly what I need.Are you okey baby?yes auntie am fine but I will attend the rest of my school work at home.Do you want to talk?no auntie am fine don't worry.
A warm bath and a good sleep is exactly what I need.I put my bag on my study table and jumped into the shower.I stayed under water for some time at least I can feel my body now.Am walking out of the the shower I find food on the bed,auntie mary must have figured that I wasn't going down to get food.I ate and went to bed and hopping that maybe tomorrow will be different.
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