I could not take a wink of sleep last night because I was scared of meeting Blair in my dream and I am also scared of my shifting tomorrow, I don't know what will happen.I was just pacing around my room almost the whole night but what scares me the most is the weird feeling I had like someone was watching me.The whole time and I could feel whispers in my head once in a while.I'm thinking that could be my wolf trying to communicate with me but who was watching me in the night?.worry engulfed my mind and I feel like someone is out to get me and he or she is looking for an opportunity to attack ,what a birthday,I wondered.
I jumped into the shower and tried to act normal it's my birthday for crying out loud.I can't wait to wear the pretty dress that aunt Mary gave me yesterday day.I'm excited to wear it,I haven't been wearing a lot of dresses to avoid attracting attention from others.I have been wearing big nerd glasses when I was going to school and oversize tracksuits.Its finally time to let them go and my aunt says I am very beautiful but I don't see that of my self.I just know that my hair is beautiful,I have long black curly hair that only three of us at home have seen.I want to pay attention to how I look to today,at least what ever is to come for me will find me looking beautiful.
I finished dressing up and I look really pretty and I look like those popular girls at school that like wearing very short and tight dresses and heavy makeup,I think now I can give them a run for their money.I smiled at my own joke,I was about to go downstairs when I was stopped by the voice in my head,hey Dee my name is snow,I am your wolf.I can not be here for long it's not yet time but I want to tell you that you need to be strong today and I wish I could help but I can't, you have to get through this without me but you are going to need him,who?I asked and she left.My joy was killed instantly and replaces with questions and worry.Snow said I need someone but who and its definitely a male becouse she said him.
I went downstairs and the house was decorated again but this time with birthday decorations.There was a cake on the table that read: happy 18th birthday Dee,we love you.I was happy beside everything that was going on.My aunt hugged me as she complemented how beautiful I looked and my uncle said my green eyes shine the brightest.I have been wearing contacts for so long and today I am just myself.We had a wonderful day and we talked a lot about my growing up and we watched a lot of pictures of me when I was younger.My whole life has been in this house and in the beautiful garden that uncle James made for me.He made a swing in the middle of the garden were I could sit and enjoy the beautiful colours and fragrance of the flowers .It feels like another world we're I could go everytime I felt like suffocating in my room.It was a good day and I could not ask for anything more.I took a lot of pictures of the day and I created an official f*******: account under the name snow.
uncle James ,its my eighteenth birthday,I want a hug.I had a dream last night of a witch,she said she cursed me becouse of what grandfather did,am not sure about the rest but all this time I thought I was just keeping a promise to my parents that I will never be touched until I turn eighteen,but actually if any male touched me before that,I could have died.Thats what the lady said,I don't know maybe it was just a dream.No,auntie Mary answered,when it comes to you there is more than what meets the eye.But we can't risk you hugging your uncle what if you die?I can't forgive myself for that.Dont worry auntie, only the real risk taste the quality of a belief.If I am going to believe everything about all this,I need to know that its the truth.I walked slowly to where my uncle was stand but he was tearing up and moving away from me.Please uncle don't ,I can't be the reason you die Princess.I won't die,believe me.I reached him but to be honest I was scared too.I quickly hugged him and closed my eyes,he was stiff at first but he softened when I called his name.We were still hugging and I couldn't help seeing my Dad in him,I broke down in tears.I couldn't let go of him and he let me stay like that.I finally let go of him and went to hug auntie Mary,she was as scared as I was.
The day went by so fast so I wanted to take a nap then I felt my body hot.Then I thought of taking a pain killer because my head was aching too,maybe it was because I cried a lot.I felt a sharp pain in my chest as I was trying to get pain killers then I screamed,I can't even describe what I was feeling.My antie and uncle came running to my room and I was rolling on the flow and ripped my dress off I was feeling hot.then I heard my auntie asking my uncle why I was looking red,I guess the heat I was feeling could even be seen on the outside.After rolling for about three hours and the pain is not reducing ,I asked my auntie to put me in the bath tub so that I can soak myself in cold water.My uncle decided that they call the pack doctor,if it was normal shifting ,I could have shifted by now.The pack doctor was unavailable at a time,what a lack nhu?
It's now evening and I don't feel any changes if anything I feel worse and I am drained,I have no energy left all I could do is cry.My uncle came with a man in my room who took one look at me and covered his eyes not becouse I was naked but he said he has never seen anything like this before. Apparently, he is a sorcerer that live in the land between two packs.He does not belong to Wollstone or bluemoon pack.He told me he had a vision and all I need is a touch for me to shift.If you stay like this for too long,you will die,he said.From who?I asked though my voice was not even audible enough but he only said I need to figure it out. Figure it out! i just touched my uncle. Who else do i need to touch? He said that's all he knew,then I remembered what snow said,but who? then again, it can only be Jace. Who else? But he is an enemy he can not come here, and why can he even help me?.
Blair did a great job,the only one who can help me shift is Jace an enemy of the pack.But I have to try,I have no choice there is so much I want to see and experience in this life and above all I have to find answers on how to bring peace to the two packs at war.I asked uncle James to get me the phone number for Jace from the school record.He went right away without asking questions, don't look at me like that auntie Mary I promise I will tell you everything, you can call it the touch of an enemy.Stop talking Dee save you energy,I know if you could look for him it must be serious becouse even without your father you are an alphas daughter you can never do anything to harm your people.
It was almost midnight and I was still suffering and this time I can't even get the word out of my mouth.I felt my spirit was drifting away from my body.Why did she curse me like this?.I heard when uncle came in,it wasn't easy to get his information even if he is a tutor there, it was not allowed but my uncle is a good man the Dean trusted him.He dialed his phone number using my phone and my aunt held the phone on my ear I could not even lift a finger.The phone kept ringing no answer my aunt started crying but dialed the number again and held the phone to my ear once again.My heart hurt for her ,am sure it feels like loosing her own daughter, she feels helpless knowing she can't do anything to save me my uncle was covering his face I knew he was crying. Then I heard his voice, and I had to force myself to speak. I only said :Jace, it's Dee. Please come to my house.I did not even hear his response, I couldn't hear anything else, and if I died, at least I tried. when I was almost loosing the light, then I felt it someone touched my stomach in a gentle and yet strong touch.My heart started beating so fast,how can one touch from an enemy do so much?.My body became aware of his hand,I felt like he pulled me out of death,even though I would like to deny it he has saved my life.I feel alive now but I still do not have strength to lift even my finger but how did he reach here so fast,he has a lot to tell me becouse when I called I think I heard him ask where I was .He did not even put up a fight when I called him to come,he knows something, and this is not over because I still haven't shifted. Will I make it?.