Chapter Four: Opposite Doors

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Kennedy left for the office before either of them was fully awake, which meant the actual logistics of Jessica's arrival—the parts that mattered, the towels and the door locks and the small, unglamorous architecture of two strangers learning to share a roof—fell, as most things in this house eventually did, to Justin. He found her in the hallway around ten, already dressed, standing in front of her half-open door with the specific posture of someone who'd unpacked exactly the essential third of her belongings and was now deciding whether the rest was worth the effort. "Your dad just left," she said by way of greeting. "Didn't say goodbye. Just heard the garage door." "Yeah." Justin leaned against the doorframe of his own room, directly across the hall from hers—close enough that on a quiet day you could hear someone turn a page through both doors left ajar. "That tracks too." She huffed something that wasn't quite a laugh. "You guys collect a lot of things that track." "It's a hobby." Her room had been the guest room for as long as Justin could remember—a space that had hosted exactly four overnight relatives in his lifetime and otherwise sat preserved beneath a thin film of disuse, the kind of room that always smelled faintly of cedar and unopened windows. Someone, presumably his father in a fit of preparatory guilt, had aired it out and put fresh sheets on the bed, but the bones of it were still unmistakably those of a room nobody had ever really lived in: pale walls, a desk angled toward a window overlooking the dying garden, a closet still half-full of boxes nobody had bothered moving. "It's not much," Justin admitted, following her gaze around the room. "We can probably move those boxes out if you need the space." "It's fine." She set her bag down on the bed as though testing whether the mattress would hold both her weight and the weight of staying. "I've had worse. At least it's quiet." "Don't get used to that part." He nodded toward the wall separating her room from the narrow door beside her closet. "That connects to the bathroom. Which also connects to my room on the other side. So—fair warning—it's not exactly soundproof in here." Jessica turned to look at the door in question with the wary precision of someone evaluating a structural flaw. "We share a bathroom." "Used to be my mom's sewing room before they converted it, back when this was technically a guest suite. There's a door on your side and a door on mine. Both lock from the inside." He pushed her door open to reveal the narrow bathroom beyond—clean tile, a claw-foot tub his mother had been irrationally proud of, his own door visible on the far wall, currently shut. "Rule is, you lock both doors when you're in there. Otherwise it's basically a coin flip whether somebody walks in on somebody." "Comforting system." "It's worked for eighteen years. Granted, the only other person testing it was my mom, and she yelled if I forgot." He shrugged. "I'll try not to forget with you. No promises on the yelling." That earned him the ghost-smile again—quick, there, gone, but real this time, he thought, not just deflection dressed up as one. "I appreciate the honesty. Most guys would've left that part out and let me find out the hard way." "I contain multitudes. We covered this already." "You did mention." She crossed to the bathroom door and ran a hand along the frame as though testing whether the lock actually worked. Apparently satisfied, she let her hand fall. "Just so we're clear—I'm a light sleeper. Always have been. If you're up at three a.m. doing whatever eighteen-year-old guys do at three a.m., I'm probably going to hear it." Justin felt the back of his neck go warm and was grateful, briefly, that he had years of practice keeping his face unreadable. "Noted." "I'm not judging. Just managing expectations." She said it lightly, but there was something underneath it—not quite teasing, not quite serious—the kind of remark designed to see what sort of reaction it pulled. "Same goes for you, then. This house has zero structural subtlety. The floor outside my door creaks if you so much as think about walking on it. The pipes groan whenever anyone runs water past nine. And the wind gets into the attic vents some nights and makes a sound like somebody's crying upstairs, which—fair warning again—is just the house, not an actual person." "Reassuring." "I try." She wandered back into the bedroom, trailing a hand along the windowsill and looking out at the garden below with an expression Justin couldn't quite parse—something between assessment and ache. The same look she'd worn in front of the photograph the night before, as though she were cataloguing the house for clues she hadn't told him she was looking for. "Whose garden was that?" she asked, though something in her tone suggested she already knew the answer. "My mom's. Nobody's touched it since." He came to stand a careful distance from her at the window, close enough to follow her sightline, far enough to keep the conversation from tipping into something neither of them had agreed to yet. "You grew up where, exactly? You never said." "Different places. We moved around a lot. She wasn't great at staying anywhere too long." Her voice had gone careful, the particular careful of someone navigating around something sharp. "I used to think it was just her personality. Restless. Now I wonder if she was running from something." A pause. "Or someone." Justin didn't push. He'd learned, over eight months of people trying very gently to pry his own grief open at the seams, exactly how much pressure a person could take before they shut the door entirely. He recognized the same warning signs in her now—the stiffening shoulders, the too-careful evenness in her voice. "You don't have to figure all that out today," he said instead. "You just got here." She looked at him sideways, something shifting in her expression that might have been gratitude, or surprise that he'd noticed enough to back off. "That's surprisingly decent of you." "Don't tell anyone. I have a reputation to protect." "Your reputation seems to be 'sad and sarcastic.' I don't think decency ruins it." "Devastating," he said. "I'll have to rebrand." The afternoon went easier after that—small things, the unspectacular work of two people learning the shape of a shared life. He showed her where the good towels were kept, which kitchen drawer stuck if you didn't lift while pulling, the trick to the thermostat that his father still hadn't bothered learning after three years in the house. She unpacked the rest of her boxes while he sat on the floor of her doorway, half-talking, half-just being present in the particular way that two guarded people sometimes managed before either of them noticed they'd let their guard down at all. It was only later, after dinner—leftovers eaten separately, his father still not home, the house settling into its usual evening quiet—that the day's ease gave way to something else. Justin lay in bed with the lights off, listening to the house do what it always did after dark: pipes ticking, wind finding the attic vents, the particular hush that fell over everything once the sun was fully gone. And underneath all of it, for the first time in eight months, a new sound. Faint movement on the other side of the wall. A drawer sliding shut. The soft, irregular creak of someone shifting weight on unfamiliar floorboards. The hallway outside her room registering footsteps it hadn't logged in months. He found himself listening for it instead of trying to sleep, mapping her movements without meaning to. There, by the window. There, near the closet. Then a long stillness that might have been her sitting on the edge of the bed, doing nothing, the way he so often did himself. Then, faint enough that he almost convinced himself he'd imagined it: The bathroom door on her side opening. The small click of a lock turning. The sound of water beginning to run. Justin lay there in the dark, very still, listening to the familiar sounds of the house rearrange themselves around a new presence, and understood—with a clarity that unsettled him more than it should have—that sleep was no longer the thing holding his attention.
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