Aya On our way back to the base I decided to share a car with my former prostitute friends, instead of sharing one with my teammates and Zecel. I wasn’t able to meet his eyes after our kiss. It was passionate and I loved it, which made it even worse. Kissing him felt so good, but as the impulse didn’t hit him, I realized that I had fallen in love with him. I felt so embarrassed, because he must have noticed it as well. I knew that he would never love me, because of his brother and furthermore he never let anybody close to him. I made myself vulnerable and showed him my feelings, which was so dumb, he was my supervisor and the twin brother of my first love. How could I fall in love with him? I tried to play it cool and make him believe that the kiss meant nothing, but I was sure that

